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Title: Frazzledrip
Post by: BigBlue82 on April 15, 2018, 04:29:51 PM
Word is that the Hillary and Huma tape just dropped on the dark web a couple days ago. The tape supposedly shows Hillary and Huma raping a young girl and filleting her face and then wearing it as they continue to rape her in some sort of dark ritual.

I'm not tech savvy enough to scour the dark web in "anonymity" and/or do the video editing to cover up some obviously legalities contained in the video. So I was wondering if any of you guys have the technical capabilities and skill to get your hands on this video and make/edit it to get a clean copy to view and disseminate it to get the truth out.
Title: Re: Frazzledrip
Post by: nrgiseternal on April 15, 2018, 06:29:22 PM
Word is that the Hillary and Huma tape just dropped on the dark web a couple days ago. The tape supposedly shows Hillary and Huma raping a young girl and filleting her face and then wearing it as they continue to rape her in some sort of dark ritual.

I'm not tech savvy enough to scour the dark web in "anonymity" and/or do the video editing to cover up some obviously legalities contained in the video. So I was wondering if any of you guys have the technical capabilities and skill to get your hands on this video and make/edit it to get a clean copy to view and disseminate it to get the truth out.

What would a clean copy prove?
Title: Re: Frazzledrip
Post by: BigBlue82 on April 15, 2018, 06:43:06 PM
Word is that the Hillary and Huma tape just dropped on the dark web a couple days ago. The tape supposedly shows Hillary and Huma raping a young girl and filleting her face and then wearing it as they continue to rape her in some sort of dark ritual.

I'm not tech savvy enough to scour the dark web in "anonymity" and/or do the video editing to cover up some obviously legalities contained in the video. So I was wondering if any of you guys have the technical capabilities and skill to get your hands on this video and make/edit it to get a clean copy to view and disseminate it to get the truth out.

What would a clean copy prove?

I cant speak for everyone else, but in an upside down world of disinformation it would be nice to have physical evidence to prove and validate our suspicions. It could also be used as a great tool to wake up the normies who don't have a clue of what's going on behind the scenes in this world...
Title: Re: Frazzledrip
Post by: nrgiseternal on April 15, 2018, 08:58:56 PM
 So Physical evidence of the Catch-22 it is illegal to download possess or view it.

That being said let's look at the man behind the curtain. How did Epstein make his money? What did he do before he was a wealthy man? What did he study in college
Title: Re: Frazzledrip
Post by: 72 on April 15, 2018, 09:10:42 PM
So Physical evidence of the Catch-22 it is illegal to download possess or view it.

That being said let's look at the man behind the curtain. How did Epstein make his money? What did he do before he was a wealthy man? What did he study in college


Math wiz and college drop out who learned options trading from Greenspan himself, if i remember correctly.

He also knows his shit regarding ancient temples, as he built one in his private island, and therefore most likely understands geometry... Which prolly helps with his options trading.
Title: Re: Frazzledrip
Post by: nrgiseternal on April 15, 2018, 10:33:09 PM
So Physical evidence of the Catch-22 it is illegal to download possess or view it.

That being said let's look at the man behind the curtain. How did Epstein make his money? What did he do before he was a wealthy man? What did he study in college

Two classes in the mathematics of the human heart at Cooper's Union before dropping

Math wiz and college drop out who learned options trading from Greenspan himself, if i remember correctly.

He also knows his shit regarding ancient temples, as he built one in his private island, and therefore most likely understands geometry... Which prolly helps with his options trading.
Title: Re: Frazzledrip
Post by: Firefly369 on April 15, 2018, 11:49:34 PM
The video is spreading.  But people well versed in CGI can make anything.  So are people getting angry over a fake video?   Or is it real?  What good does this anger do them? 
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The Epsteins behind the curtain...

"The surname Epstein is one of the oldest Ashkenazi Jewish family names.[1] It is probably derived from the German town of Eppstein, in Hesse (or Bavaria), probably derived from Gaulish "apa"[2](water, in the sense of a river)[3] and German "-stein" (stone, in the sense of a hill). It is sometimes hebraized to Eilath or Elath."

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Epstein

There are some very interesting Epstein's in the family tree.  Brian Epstein was the manager of the Beatles.  Stephan Epstein is a music producer for Sony (remember the Sony emails on wikileaks?).  Jeffrey Epstein is an investor and had his orgy island.
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Jeffrey taught calculus and physics at a private NY school even though he did not have a degree. "
Among his students was a son of Alan C. Greenberg, chairman of the investment bank Bear Stearns.[3] In 1976, Epstein started work as an options trader at Bear Stearns,[4] where he worked in the special products division, advising high-net-worth clients on tax strategies."

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Talia Zoe Epstein and Jonathan David Gersch were married by Rabbi Jason Klein on Dec. 10 at Guastavino’s, an event space in New York.

Mrs. Gersch, 31, is a vice president at JPMorgan Chase in New York, where she does marketing and investor relations for hedge and other investment funds. She graduated from Johns Hopkins.
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Kelly Epstein is a Vice President and Financial Advisor with J.P. Morgan Securities, the wealth management division of J.P. Morgan. She serves and supports the investment management and financial planning needs of high-net-worth clients and multi-generational families.
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Marc Epstein
Vice President - Real Estate Syndicated Finance at JPMorgan Chase
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Ilene Epstein
Wealth Management Senior Executive JPMorgan Chase & Co. 
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Marc Epstein
Vice President - Real Estate Syndicated Finance at JPMorgan Chase
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Joan Epstein
Customer Advocacy at JPMorgan Chase
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etc etc...

Title: Re: Frazzledrip
Post by: nrgiseternal on April 16, 2018, 12:25:50 AM
The video is spreading.  But people well versed in CGI can make anything.  So are people getting angry over a fake video?   Or is it real?  What good does this anger do them? 
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"The surname Epstein is one of the oldest Ashkenazi Jewish family names.[1] It is probably derived from the German town of Eppstein, in Hesse (or Bavaria), probably derived from Gaulish "apa"[2](water, in the sense of a river)[3] and German "-stein" (stone, in the sense of a hill). It is sometimes hebraized to Eilath or Elath."

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Epstein

There are some very interesting Epstein's in the family tree.  Brian Epstein was the manager of the Beatles.  Stephan Epstein is a music producer for Sony (remember the Sony emails on wikileaks?).

This reminds me of the plane hitting the towers on 9-11 everyone's talking about they saw it but I haven't seen it have you
Title: Re: Frazzledrip
Post by: sheepdog on April 16, 2018, 01:22:29 AM
Word is that the Hillary and Huma tape just dropped on the dark web a couple days ago. The tape supposedly shows Hillary and Huma raping a young girl and filleting her face and then wearing it as they continue to rape her in some sort of dark ritual.

I'm not tech savvy enough to scour the dark web in "anonymity" and/or do the video editing to cover up some obviously legalities contained in the video. So I was wondering if any of you guys have the technical capabilities and skill to get your hands on this video and make/edit it to get a clean copy to view and disseminate it to get the truth out.

What would a clean copy prove?

I cant speak for everyone else, but in an upside down world of disinformation it would be nice to have physical evidence to prove and validate our suspicions. It could also be used as a great tool to wake up the normies who don't have a clue of what's going on behind the scenes in this world...
True that they are really not ready-wouldn't except it-and couldn't even handle IT even if it bit them in the ass -Some Europeans have taken the bull by the horns and elected good unafraid politicos Hungary the latest to awaken here in the US of phukin A it's still leftists ideology-however    i still have hope  the"Alt Right "will prevail, tho the barbarians inside the gates ATM appear to have the upper hand.
Title: Re: Frazzledrip
Post by: montecristo777 on April 16, 2018, 02:20:45 AM
So Physical evidence of the Catch-22 it is illegal to download possess or view it.

That being said let's look at the man behind the curtain. How did Epstein make his money? What did he do before he was a wealthy man? What did he study in college

Two classes in the mathematics of the human heart at Cooper's Union before dropping

Math wiz and college drop out who learned options trading from Greenspan himself, if i remember correctly.

He also knows his shit regarding ancient temples, as he built one in his private island, and therefore most likely understands geometry... Which prolly helps with his options trading.
my guess would be the hearts EM field plays a significant part..
Title: Re: Frazzledrip
Post by: Firefly369 on April 16, 2018, 10:04:50 AM
The video is spreading.  But people well versed in CGI can make anything.  So are people getting angry over a fake video?   Or is it real?  What good does this anger do them? 
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"The surname Epstein is one of the oldest Ashkenazi Jewish family names.[1] It is probably derived from the German town of Eppstein, in Hesse (or Bavaria), probably derived from Gaulish "apa"[2](water, in the sense of a river)[3] and German "-stein" (stone, in the sense of a hill). It is sometimes hebraized to Eilath or Elath."

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Epstein

There are some very interesting Epstein's in the family tree.  Brian Epstein was the manager of the Beatles.  Stephan Epstein is a music producer for Sony (remember the Sony emails on wikileaks?).

This reminds me of the plane hitting the towers on 9-11 everyone's talking about they saw it but I haven't seen it have you

Illusions upon illusions... how far does the well go?

https://gizmodo.com/your-ears-can-be-fooled-with-illusions-as-easily-as-you-1583389281

"The McGurk effect can actually cause us to hear things differently based on what we're seeing, usually relating to the movement's of another person's lips while talking. It's an unsettling effect to experience, but nothing compared to the Shepard Tone Illusion—shown during the second half of this video—which will have you wondering if you can ever trust your ears again."

Of course we have never seen Hillary kill anyone... but many believe Arkancide is real.  Stories about her acquaintances dying in strange circumstances have been passed down from mouth to mouth for 25+ years, pre-Internet.  Some people still believe it is all a coincidence (like the deaths of the holistic doctors who happen to be looking into vaccines and who happen to die in odd ways...).  Others know there are no coincidences and patterns have meanings. 

as for ME personally watching it... I have NO interest in watching that or any other similar film online.   I have friends who watched it and friends who refuse to.  Fake or not, the video exists and the rumors describing what happens on it are accurate.  But the rumors do not cover all the details....  Do I judge Hillary about this video based on rumors I will not experience myself?  No, but it certainly goes into the "here is another rumor about Hillary that they can't prove" pile. 

Most juries cannot tell if a video is fake or not either.  That is important to remember.
Title: Re: Frazzledrip
Post by: BigBlue82 on April 16, 2018, 11:19:11 AM
The video is spreading.  But people well versed in CGI can make anything.  So are people getting angry over a fake video?   Or is it real?  What good does this anger do them? 
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"The surname Epstein is one of the oldest Ashkenazi Jewish family names.[1] It is probably derived from the German town of Eppstein, in Hesse (or Bavaria), probably derived from Gaulish "apa"[2](water, in the sense of a river)[3] and German "-stein" (stone, in the sense of a hill). It is sometimes hebraized to Eilath or Elath."

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Epstein

There are some very interesting Epstein's in the family tree.  Brian Epstein was the manager of the Beatles.  Stephan Epstein is a music producer for Sony (remember the Sony emails on wikileaks?).

This reminds me of the plane hitting the towers on 9-11 everyone's talking about they saw it but I haven't seen it have you

Illusions upon illusions... how far does the well go?

https://gizmodo.com/your-ears-can-be-fooled-with-illusions-as-easily-as-you-1583389281

"The McGurk effect can actually cause us to hear things differently based on what we're seeing, usually relating to the movement's of another person's lips while talking. It's an unsettling effect to experience, but nothing compared to the Shepard Tone Illusion—shown during the second half of this video—which will have you wondering if you can ever trust your ears again."

Of course we have never seen Hillary kill anyone... but many believe Arkancide is real.  Stories about her acquaintances dying in strange circumstances have been passed down from mouth to mouth for 25+ years, pre-Internet.  Some people still believe it is all a coincidence (like the deaths of the holistic doctors who happen to be looking into vaccines and who happen to die in odd ways...).  Others know there are no coincidences and patterns have meanings. 

as for ME personally watching it... I have NO interest in watching that or any other similar film online.   I have friends who watched it and friends who refuse to.  Fake or not, the video exists and the rumors describing what happens on it are accurate.  But the rumors do not cover all the details....  Do I judge Hillary about this video based on rumors I will not experience myself?  No, but it certainly goes into the "here is another rumor about Hillary that they can't prove" pile. 

Most juries cannot tell if a video is fake or not either.  That is important to remember.

Appreciate all the feedback. I'm still interested in viewing it if available and doesn't contain kiddie porn which is why I was initally asking for a clean copy of it. Not to clean up the gruesome act itself, but to clean up the kiddie porn portion of it. Although I'm now hearing that there is in fact no sexual acts with a child on the video. Do you have an insight on where I can safely view of find a copy of this video?
Title: Re: Frazzledrip
Post by: 72 on April 16, 2018, 11:33:01 AM
Everyone would do well to remember


Energy Flows, where our attention/intentions go...

Somethings should only be seen in the right context, such as justice.

@BigBlue82 any shroom trips lately, old friend
Title: Re: Frazzledrip
Post by: Firefly369 on April 16, 2018, 12:57:05 PM
Everyone would do well to remember


Energy Flows, where our attention/intentions go...


Somethings should only be seen in the right context, such as justice.

@BigBlue82 any shroom trips lately, old friend

good advice
Title: Re: Frazzledrip
Post by: montecristo777 on April 16, 2018, 01:01:58 PM
latest developments on chan, afaik
https://boards.4chan.org/pol/thread/168349263
Title: Re: Frazzledrip
Post by: BigBlue82 on April 16, 2018, 03:17:57 PM
Everyone would do well to remember


Energy Flows, where our attention/intentions go...

Somethings should only be seen in the right context, such as justice.

@BigBlue82 any shroom trips lately, old friend

No Shrooms trips in the last 8 months actually. Last one I had took me to what NRG called the Umbra. A place with mechanical gears constructed of pulsating colors of light...
Why do you ask? I'll be growing my next batch soon though after I do some spring cleaning...
Title: Re: Frazzledrip
Post by: 72 on April 16, 2018, 03:27:41 PM
Everyone would do well to remember


Energy Flows, where our attention/intentions go...

Somethings should only be seen in the right context, such as justice.

@BigBlue82 any shroom trips lately, old friend

No Shrooms trips in the last 8 months actually. Last one I had took me to what NRG called the Umbra. A place with mechanical gears constructed of pulsating colors of light...
Why do you ask? I'll be growing my next batch soon though after I do some spring cleaning...


you offered to trip with me long long ago, lol

Ahh the place of the machine elves! Did you see them? My entire attitude toward shrooms has changed recently, in part because of some of the stuff I learned from you, starborn88, and wildflower



Title: Re: Frazzledrip
Post by: BigBlue82 on April 16, 2018, 03:56:53 PM
Everyone would do well to remember


Energy Flows, where our attention/intentions go...

Somethings should only be seen in the right context, such as justice.

@BigBlue82 any shroom trips lately, old friend

No Shrooms trips in the last 8 months actually. Last one I had took me to what NRG called the Umbra. A place with mechanical gears constructed of pulsating colors of light...
Why do you ask? I'll be growing my next batch soon though after I do some spring cleaning...


you offered to trip with me long long ago, lol

Ahh the place of the machine elves! Did you see them? My entire attitude toward shrooms has changed recently, in part because of some of the stuff I learned from you, starborn88, and wildflower

Brother you're back! Missed you and your taste of music ;) That offer is still on the table by the way. Yea I got a lot to learn about that place. No I didn't see them, but I did feel a prescence as though I was being closely watched. I want to get back there, but it's like this reality shifts and adapts always me pulling me back or focusing my attention to something in the physical plane that I must always attend to. I swear it's like this holographic matrix knows when your close to breaking out and/or finding the truth and then it quickly shifts the maze around and/or throws you some kind of distraction...

Anyways it's great to hear from you. I was thinking about you a couple weeks ago as I was looking through some old threads and came across a lot of your insightful posts. Always loved your perspective and interpretation of things. You honestly just made my day knowing your still around and doing fine!
Title: Re: Frazzledrip
Post by: Grass is Green on April 16, 2018, 04:36:20 PM
Everyone would do well to remember


Energy Flows, where our attention/intentions go...

Somethings should only be seen in the right context, such as justice.

@BigBlue82 any shroom trips lately, old friend

No Shrooms trips in the last 8 months actually. Last one I had took me to what NRG called the Umbra. A place with mechanical gears constructed of pulsating colors of light...
Why do you ask? I'll be growing my next batch soon though after I do some spring cleaning...

Any idea why a place constructed of pulsating color would be called the "shadow"?
Title: Re: Frazzledrip
Post by: 72 on April 16, 2018, 05:00:58 PM
I would venture to Guess that maybe because we can't see it in our normal state.

It's been so long since I've seen anything like that I've actually been craving it.

I've also become very interested in microdosing
Title: Re: Frazzledrip
Post by: BigBlue82 on April 16, 2018, 05:22:56 PM
Everyone would do well to remember


Energy Flows, where our attention/intentions go...

Somethings should only be seen in the right context, such as justice.

@BigBlue82 any shroom trips lately, old friend

No Shrooms trips in the last 8 months actually. Last one I had took me to what NRG called the Umbra. A place with mechanical gears constructed of pulsating colors of light...
Why do you ask? I'll be growing my next batch soon though after I do some spring cleaning...

Any idea why a place constructed of pulsating color would be called the "shadow"?

Shadow as in hidden until illuminated is my guess....
Remember shadows are just darkness and really don't become shadows until a light is cast upon an object that shows a dark area where the light source is being blocked by an object...
Title: Re: Frazzledrip
Post by: 72 on April 16, 2018, 06:58:06 PM
Everyone would do well to remember


Energy Flows, where our attention/intentions go...

Somethings should only be seen in the right context, such as justice.

@BigBlue82 any shroom trips lately, old friend

No Shrooms trips in the last 8 months actually. Last one I had took me to what NRG called the Umbra. A place with mechanical gears constructed of pulsating colors of light...
Why do you ask? I'll be growing my next batch soon though after I do some spring cleaning...


you offered to trip with me long long ago, lol

Ahh the place of the machine elves! Did you see them? My entire attitude toward shrooms has changed recently, in part because of some of the stuff I learned from you, starborn88, and wildflower

Brother you're back! Missed you and your taste of music ;) That offer is still on the table by the way. Yea I got a lot to learn about that place. No I didn't see them, but I did feel a prescence as though I was being closely watched. I want to get back there, but it's like this reality shifts and adapts always me pulling me back or focusing my attention to something in the physical plane that I must always attend to. I swear it's like this holographic matrix knows when your close to breaking out and/or finding the truth and then it quickly shifts the maze around and/or throws you some kind of distraction...

Anyways it's great to hear from you. I was thinking about you a couple weeks ago as I was looking through some old threads and came across a lot of your insightful posts. Always loved your perspective and interpretation of things. You honestly just made my day knowing your still around and doing fine!

I missed many here, greatly.

I just may take you up on that btw, time will tell.

I'm thrilled I've made your day, brother

I've been following everyone here, sometimes while seething and other times with a longing... Someone dear to me said it was time to let go of my anger... And away it went.

Much love to you and yours :)

I hope you faired well during the storm btw. Aren't you west of me?

Title: Re: Frazzledrip
Post by: Firefly369 on April 16, 2018, 07:24:19 PM

Any idea why a place constructed of pulsating color would be called the "shadow"?

because people will not want to go there and experience that plane if it is named shadow.  It's hidden in plain/plane sight. 


From Middle English schadowe, schadewe, schadwe (also schade > shade), from Old English sceaduwe, sceadwe, oblique form of sceadu(“shadow, shade; darkness; protection”), from Proto-Germanic *skadwaz (“shade, shadow”), from Proto-Indo-European*skot- (“darkness”). Cognate with Scotsscaddow, schaddow (“shadow”), Saterland Frisian Skaad (“shade, shadow”), Dutch schaduw (“shadow”), German Schatten (“shadow, shade”), Norwegian skodde (“fog, mist”), Irishscáth (“shadow”), Ancient Greek σκότος(skótos, “darkness, gloom”).

https://en.m.wiktionary.org/wiki/shadow
Title: Re: Frazzledrip
Post by: nrgiseternal on April 16, 2018, 07:33:00 PM
The video is spreading.  But people well versed in CGI can make anything.  So are people getting angry over a fake video?   Or is it real?  What good does this anger do them? 
----

"The surname Epstein is one of the oldest Ashkenazi Jewish family names.[1] It is probably derived from the German town of Eppstein, in Hesse (or Bavaria), probably derived from Gaulish "apa"[2](water, in the sense of a river)[3] and German "-stein" (stone, in the sense of a hill). It is sometimes hebraized to Eilath or Elath."

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Epstein

There are some very interesting Epstein's in the family tree.  Brian Epstein was the manager of the Beatles.  Stephan Epstein is a music producer for Sony (remember the Sony emails on wikileaks?).

This reminds me of the plane hitting the towers on 9-11 everyone's talking about they saw it but I haven't seen it have you

Illusions upon illusions... how far does the well go?

https://gizmodo.com/your-ears-can-be-fooled-with-illusions-as-easily-as-you-1583389281

"The McGurk effect can actually cause us to hear things differently based on what we're seeing, usually relating to the movement's of another person's lips while talking. It's an unsettling effect to experience, but nothing compared to the Shepard Tone Illusion—shown during the second half of this video—which will have you wondering if you can ever trust your ears again."

Of course we have never seen Hillary kill anyone... but many believe Arkancide is real.  Stories about her acquaintances dying in strange circumstances have been passed down from mouth to mouth for 25+ years, pre-Internet.  Some people still believe it is all a coincidence (like the deaths of the holistic doctors who happen to be looking into vaccines and who happen to die in odd ways...).  Others know there are no coincidences and patterns have meanings. 

as for ME personally watching it... I have NO interest in watching that or any other similar film online.   I have friends who watched it and friends who refuse to.  Fake or not, the video exists and the rumors describing what happens on it are accurate.  But the rumors do not cover all the details....  Do I judge Hillary about this video based on rumors I will not experience myself?  No, but it certainly goes into the "here is another rumor about Hillary that they can't prove" pile. 

Most juries cannot tell if a video is fake or not either.  That is important to remember.

If your friends actually watched it and posted a web m, they would be instant celebrities civil rights Heroes and untouchable. Just be careful in regards to what people say
Title: Re: Frazzledrip
Post by: BigBlue82 on April 16, 2018, 10:20:26 PM
Everyone would do well to remember


Energy Flows, where our attention/intentions go...

Somethings should only be seen in the right context, such as justice.

@BigBlue82 any shroom trips lately, old friend

No Shrooms trips in the last 8 months actually. Last one I had took me to what NRG called the Umbra. A place with mechanical gears constructed of pulsating colors of light...
Why do you ask? I'll be growing my next batch soon though after I do some spring cleaning...


you offered to trip with me long long ago, lol

Ahh the place of the machine elves! Did you see them? My entire attitude toward shrooms has changed recently, in part because of some of the stuff I learned from you, starborn88, and wildflower

Brother you're back! Missed you and your taste of music ;) That offer is still on the table by the way. Yea I got a lot to learn about that place. No I didn't see them, but I did feel a prescence as though I was being closely watched. I want to get back there, but it's like this reality shifts and adapts always me pulling me back or focusing my attention to something in the physical plane that I must always attend to. I swear it's like this holographic matrix knows when your close to breaking out and/or finding the truth and then it quickly shifts the maze around and/or throws you some kind of distraction...

Anyways it's great to hear from you. I was thinking about you a couple weeks ago as I was looking through some old threads and came across a lot of your insightful posts. Always loved your perspective and interpretation of things. You honestly just made my day knowing your still around and doing fine!

I missed many here, greatly.

I just may take you up on that btw, time will tell.

I'm thrilled I've made your day, brother

I've been following everyone here, sometimes while seething and other times with a longing... Someone dear to me said it was time to let go of my anger... And away it went.

Much love to you and yours :)

I hope you faired well during the storm btw. Aren't you west of me?

I'am. I'm in the Tampa Bay area. I faired well during the hurricane, some ripped screens on my pool cage and some knocked down tree limbs was really all the action I got. I was without power for a couple days, but in all honesty it was actually quite refreshing. It was almost as though the hurricane was collection and culmination of negative energy that came through and pulled out all the negative energy out of the area with it.

I probably sound like a nut, but it felt good like it cleaned/cleansed the area for a bit. Maybe it was just the sigh of relief and the end of the anticipation after it finally passed, or maybe it was the the fact that a lot of the area was without power for a while. I know there is a lot of talk about electromagnetic air pollution from cell phone towers, power lines, and Wi-Fi that can cause people to unknowingly feel stressed....