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The Master Board / Re: So About this Eclipse....
« on: August 13, 2017, 10:21:49 AM »
I mean..

It's just an eclipse. What could go wrong? Realistically?

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The Master Board / Re: Time to get biblical
« on: May 02, 2017, 09:40:38 AM »
In this life I am nobody..

But

I have the name marked above my navel(a nickname given to me before learning the next), as well as my name in this life marked on a waterway through some of the land of Cush.

I've always kind of been intrigued by him, even before things were illuminated. Spoken of so very little.

I think things maybe got a bit out of hand,
What role did I play?




http://www.gematrix.org add your [name] + [surname] + dob in the searchfield end show the sum

1662
870
145

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The Master Board / Re: Time to get biblical
« on: May 01, 2017, 10:52:49 PM »
In this life I am nobody..

But

I have the name marked above my navel(a nickname given to me before learning the next), as well as my name in this life marked on a waterway through some of the land of Cush.

I've always kind of been intrigued by him, even before things were illuminated. Spoken of so very little.

I think things maybe got a bit out of hand,
What role did I play?

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Oculists, occultis..
Eyes
All seeing eye
Eye doctors?
?

I'm not sure if there is one, but there is a strange eye doctor/designer frame shop near a large Masonic Lodge (Rising Sun #39) in Nashua, NH. It's called MyOptic and uses an all seeing eye as a logo.  I found it while researching Pizzagate. Seems like a strange little shop but I couldn't find anything very suspicious. Check out their website. There was a pizza place found with a similar layout. I just thought it was a coincidence though.

http://myoptic.net/

Interesting.

Supposedly, the story goes, the masons were the "hacks" of the trade..according to what little history is out there.

I also stumbled upon this..
www.theoculists.com

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The Master Board / What do we know of the Secret Order of Oculists?
« on: April 25, 2017, 11:09:44 PM »
Oculists, occultis..
Eyes
All seeing eye
Eye doctors?
?

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The Master Board / Re: Want to be rich?
« on: March 02, 2017, 05:37:55 AM »
How much initial investment would it take to become "rich"?

How could one start with nothing?

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The Master Board / Re: I like riding/watching motorcycle races
« on: February 25, 2017, 10:41:39 PM »
I had read up on it more than once you could say before then even..

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The Master Board / Re: Feeling feely
« on: February 25, 2017, 10:40:05 PM »
It seems many are going through a struggle and fighting demons of some sort or another.. youre not alone in the journey, and posting this here and the cousel given, im not sure you could get a brighter light to help "see" or a kinder hand to hold along the way. Better days ahead for all, as long as we choose them instead. Perspective can be magical too. Learn to "see" the beauty in litterally everything. If there was no bad, would there even be any good? Even the bad shit that happens in the world, things discussed here, it is all having some kind of profound impact on things to come. The ball has been rolling, and now its built momentum. It doesnt matter if we could take it all back, you should only concern yourself with taking it all forward. Life is a ride, but more of a tour with guide instead of a scary close your eyes and hide. Its up to you, what you percieve to "see".






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The Master Board / Re: I like riding/watching motorcycle races
« on: February 25, 2017, 01:39:34 PM »
At one time, i knew where i was headed in life. The older i was getting, the more clear it was becoming just how unclear of of my path i was. Id lost my job a month or two back, and i was strapped. I wasnt able to afford litterally anything and i just hadnt had any luck picking up more work. There are so few opportunities to thrive in these small communities i was at a loss for what i was going to do.

All kinds of things had crossed my mind. In all honestly starvation was one of them. I was to prideful to ask any other relatives that still happened to live around the area for any help. I really hated being a burden on people.

George come to the rescue one day. His family had moved to town a few years before. They were such a close family and id like to think it had something to do with everyone in the family burning together, and routinely. The rest of Georges family had moved down to a bigger city in Missouri to work for a utility company. His family alone between 3 of them consisted of one of the crews, but they had needed a fourth pretty badly. It promised long, often times excruciating hours, 7 days a week(with possibly an exception here and there), but also super high wages compared to anything back home. George was going down that weekend to bring some things to his family they had left behind, and knew i was in a pinch. He offered a ride down and his family would put me to work.

I didnt think twice, we were on our way in a couple days. I was so greatful for there help and hospitality, what an awesome crew they were. It was his parents, two brothers and two sisters and i. Immediately they had made me feel at home.

We did end up working mostly 7 days a week, usually for weeks on end, with many of the days being long brutal cold 14-17 hr days even. It was actually our first night to do something in weeks since id been there. Us boys decided on getting a zip and a few cases of beer as we each had our own flavor. We just partied in our little seperate apt, us three, we didnt really know anyone else and the parents were with the daughters in the upper level.

We were pretty well into the night, i know all three of us had a good buzz going for sure. I dont remember much really before the fire. Id woke up on my makeshift bed on the floor to my arm getting overly warm. When i opened my eyes i couldnt beleive it, the whole lower level where we were at was ablaze. I mean like this place was filled with fire and smoke so thick i couldnt see my hand a foot in front of me. I didnt know if my brothers had made it out as i couldnt see, i tried yelling for them but got no response. ones bed was on the far end and the others was directly across from mine. My bed was closest to the door and from there id felt my way out into the stairwell where it was starting to get smokey but i could still see. One brother had made it out, and we both in a state of shock still didnt even think twice as we dashed back into the burning inferno.

We got the other brother out in time, i dont know by how much time, he was still sleeping when we got to his bed and carried him out of there. From the time that we re entered the inferno till we got out was maybe a minute. That minute though, running through that fire, round trip had seemed like hours had passed. We had walked through hell that night and all three of us had come out without a burn. We had all been short of breath for a min, as it was an intense amount of smoke.

The fire had started when a cord shorted out a bad outlet behind the couch. We likely wouldnt be here still had our beds not been just cheap matresses directly on the floor. We had been low enough to avoid the majority of the smoke before it got us in our sleep.

There was a bookshelf directly above that couch. On it were various items including books, some change and my bud and piece. The shelf, hung on both ends, with the middle directly above the couch almost untouched. There sat a book, unburned, it was a book i had read awhile back, wrote by a psychic titled "The Otherside and Back";. Next to it, my bud.

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The Master Board / Re: I like riding/watching motorcycle races
« on: February 25, 2017, 12:04:11 PM »
Id known Terrel naturally from the small community. He was a few years younger but he was always around somewhere, just like everyone. Either school, up town, or at parties, you could always count on bumping into everyone at some point or another. Terrel was no different.

He was pretty outgoing, always on the go. A great athlete, helping to contribute to a couple differet state bb championships. He had been following in his brothers steps who had also done the same in prior years.

Weve all got flaws, im no exception myself, niether was Terrel. There were times where hed get a little over aggressive in some situations, usually at parties though where intoxication was a factor. Alot of people seem to get that way when drinking the poison, and it was nothing new really as most of us had grown up with some sort of alcoholism in the family. Sort of a norm i guess you could say.

I had pulled into the gas station one day, my car runnig dangerously low on fuel. I got of of my car to pump the fuel when id seen him right away. Only it wasnt him. There at the pump next to me stood Terrel, except that death was along too. I froze(socially speaking) but in reality i just didnt want anything to do with seeing that anymore so i quickly acted like id forgotten my wallet and turned around got in my car, Im not gonna lie, I noped the fuck out of there as fast as i could. The fuel could wait. Someone would pick me up and gimme a ride if not id thought. I didnt care, i wasnt pumping my fuel there.

It was new years and we were partying again. Who doesnt celebrate(technically me anymore)? The parties we threw were usually pretty good. We were all minors and the land was private, so somehow or another even though i knew they were keeping an eye, they pretty much left us alone.

At this point in life id already tripped a few times and been up for days etc etc, i was done with all the harder shit(or so i would think at the time). We were just drinking and burning. A few of us had grown bored with the party inside the house, so we decided to go out and burn some laps in my car out on the bike track. We were having a good time, before long, it had went from burning circles to burning bowls while driving in circles lol..

We had been out there driving in circles for some time, and by then most of the people had cleared out from the house and went elsewhere. It was a suprisingly beautiful and clear new years eve night. The sky was stunning, it was as if the stars were dangling on fishline just a little ways above. So close and bright we hadnt even needed our headlights the entire time.

A phone had gone off in the back seat. Id heard Rose answer her phone with a "hello?". She was on the phone for a few mins and the entire time we all could tell something was wrong on the other end. She wasnt responding with much but some "OH MY GOD"s and crying. Even through her loud crys it was a piercingly loud silence..

When she got off the phone, it took her a min to calm down enough to talk about. It had been her friend Fey. Fey and her boyfriend Terrel had been partying at another party that night. Apparently they had both had their fair share and some things happened(unclear what). They had got into a big blowout at the party and Terrel had gotten in his car and sped off.

After Fey had calmed down she figured she had better go find her bf and try to work things out. She had stopped at a few different places that she thought he might of went but hadnt had any luck. At that point she decided she better drive out to his home which was a ways out in the countryside.

Terrel had almost made it home that night. He found just a few miles from his driveway. Traveling at a high rate of speed he must have lost control and went off the road. The car had hit a big solid tree head on crunched wrapping it around it. Terrel was ejected head first out the windshield and likely had passed upon impact they figured.

The community was rocked. It was such a relatively short time after Kim, Terrels older brothers gf had passed away in an auto accident.

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The Master Board / Re: All hands on deck, new members, og members..lol
« on: February 24, 2017, 08:41:39 PM »
I then have to wonder..

Does baal earth also have to do with baal?

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The Master Board / Re: Conceptualization vs. Undertanding
« on: February 24, 2017, 08:38:00 PM »
no image attached.. All I want to do is to research stuff, seek the Truth, but how do I get rid of fear? It keeps blocking my path, in my opinion. Also, there is just so much information from so many different sides on all subjects and I don't know what to research anymore. What is important and what is not? What knowledge will benefit me? I feel like I know less everyday by reading more. Ignorance was truly bliss. I just want to get rid of fear and to stop thinking..

Fear is a decision.

Danger is real.

We must be cognizant of danger at all times. Our awareness of it, is perhaps our most important evolutionary survival mechanism.

The trick isn't to be free of fear it's to be in touch with our fear but operate independently of it.

Ultimately in the macro, there are no wrong decisions. So trust your gut and go for it

This truly is a great tip!




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The Master Board / Re: All hands on deck, new members, og members..lol
« on: February 24, 2017, 08:28:09 PM »
So christmas, technically originated with Nimrods death/rebirth? Nimrod, being the same Nimrod, sun of Cush? Did i read that right?

Just don't ask what those balls hung on the tree represent  ???

Lemme guess..

Baal?


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The Master Board / Re: All hands on deck, new members, og members..lol
« on: February 24, 2017, 07:31:36 PM »
So christmas, technically originated with Nimrods death/rebirth? Nimrod, being the same Nimrod, sun of Cush? Did i read that right?

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The Master Board / Re: I like riding/watching motorcycle races
« on: February 24, 2017, 01:54:01 AM »
Just a thought but is it possible that in these instances you are being shown these things to maybe give these people some sort of peace or understanding?? You appear to have a big heart and these situations affect you. I May be off , but a gift if this nature surely has a purpose. Each of holds things I places we let no one see... maybe just opening yourself up for a gentle non-invasive conversation will be just what they need to spark some sort of recognition / Closure???

What may be a mystery/ curse now could end up being a blessing for both parties involved. I now I just rambled there, it just popped in my head so figured I'd go for it...  :)

I hope to be able to muster up to that task at the next opportunity i get, thank you for the suggestion, perhaps it was the wording, but when you put it like that it doesnt seem all that intimidating. So far i havent had any recent sightings, though a few more experiences yet to lay out..

Im also hoping maybe retracing them all and putting them down instead of just scattered thoughts might make some sense of it. Idk how realistic that is, maybe some things arent made to make sense?

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