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So whilst adamantly thinking corona is a hoax all this time, since the "2nd wave" I think I might actually have it now.

Feel fucked all the time, no energy, fever that comes and goes, mimics stomach illness but other symptoms, any "disability" I had or was born with has suddenly become a problem. For example one of my kidneys I was born with this thing where one of the tubes goes back into the kidney instead of to the uretha. Had issues with it when I was born, then never a problem my whole life until now, keep getting uti's and kidney pain in this kidney. Yet I still drink enough water, don't drink alcohol, take supplements etc. I got a huge supplement stack I've been taking some of it specific to thrwarting corona... I would guess I'm really healthy so it's somewhat worrying that I'm getting attacked by something like this.

I fell and hurt my left ankle causing a blood clot about 4 years ago, it didn't turn into a PE it just sat there. Now it's hurting all the time, my ankle is hot, all the signs of DVT.

It's like all of a sudden the things I had or accumulated are suddenly a problem. Coughing too which is getting worse. Obviously I've self isolated.

So now I'm concentrating on accepting my death and trying to figure out whether to avoid the "white light" when I die or if the white light is in fact the portal to creator.

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Damn dude that shit would piss a preacher off. Total SNAFU . You sound like you have it still under control  & I know you've tried all to get well. However have you tried gathering NRG
by just "holding the Ball" sitting down extending arms outstretched elbows bent palms facing mind between those arms noting any phuking  feelings ! Mind is looking feeling for any sensations from your palms huge Yi points in palms reaching out for notice. Palmar arch dude shit is there up to you now find it ! phuk the odds ! Start slow but build up your NRG keep your mind out between your palms. Just phukin do it find your NRG source loosen chill
Best to you

I do a lot of dantian work someone once told me my three had merged and I had "inner thunder" but I took that with a pinch of salt.

I do however feel energy inside but it's not localized I can't feel the three dantiens seperately nor can I feel any chakras, but more like my entire body is a resevoir.

So when I meditate I let it build then move it up with the idea of turning it from jing to qi to shen as it moves up. I also do something where on some breathes you exhale less than you inhale which is supposed to make this more efficient but not too often as it can rupture the ldt.

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So whilst adamantly thinking corona is a hoax all this time, since the "2nd wave" I think I might actually have it now.

Feel fucked all the time, no energy, fever that comes and goes, mimics stomach illness but other symptoms, any "disability" I had or was born with has suddenly become a problem. For example one of my kidneys I was born with this thing where one of the tubes goes back into the kidney instead of to the uretha. Had issues with it when I was born, then never a problem my whole life until now, keep getting uti's and kidney pain in this kidney. Yet I still drink enough water, don't drink alcohol, take supplements etc. I got a huge supplement stack I've been taking some of it specific to thrwarting corona... I would guess I'm really healthy so it's somewhat worrying that I'm getting attacked by something like this.

I fell and hurt my left ankle causing a blood clot about 4 years ago, it didn't turn into a PE it just sat there. Now it's hurting all the time, my ankle is hot, all the signs of DVT.

It's like all of a sudden the things I had or accumulated are suddenly a problem. Coughing too which is getting worse. Obviously I've self isolated.

So now I'm concentrating on accepting my death and trying to figure out whether to avoid the "white light" when I die or if the white light is in fact the portal to creator.

My grandma was tested positive. I know how bs the pcr tests are though, but she's not well.. Some family members having these fevers, coughing and low energy. I've been on low energy for a while now. I started drinking and smoking more than usual, just don't care anymore.

Straight flu symptoms ... there's like 0 cases this year magically, not even a flu vaccine...  That's one of those whether it's true or not true it fucks them either way kind of facts..

 Also the pcr test isn't just garbage it's actually not a diagnostic nor was it ever meant to be

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So whilst adamantly thinking corona is a hoax all this time, since the "2nd wave" I think I might actually have it now.

Feel fucked all the time, no energy, fever that comes and goes, mimics stomach illness but other symptoms, any "disability" I had or was born with has suddenly become a problem. For example one of my kidneys I was born with this thing where one of the tubes goes back into the kidney instead of to the uretha. Had issues with it when I was born, then never a problem my whole life until now, keep getting uti's and kidney pain in this kidney. Yet I still drink enough water, don't drink alcohol, take supplements etc. I got a huge supplement stack I've been taking some of it specific to thrwarting corona... I would guess I'm really healthy so it's somewhat worrying that I'm getting attacked by something like this.

I fell and hurt my left ankle causing a blood clot about 4 years ago, it didn't turn into a PE it just sat there. Now it's hurting all the time, my ankle is hot, all the signs of DVT.

It's like all of a sudden the things I had or accumulated are suddenly a problem. Coughing too which is getting worse. Obviously I've self isolated.

So now I'm concentrating on accepting my death and trying to figure out whether to avoid the "white light" when I die or if the white light is in fact the portal to creator.

My grandma was tested positive. I know how bs the pcr tests are though, but she's not well.. Some family members having these fevers, coughing and low energy. I've been on low energy for a while now. I started drinking and smoking more than usual, just don't care anymore.

Straight flu symptoms ... there's like 0 cases this year magically, not even a flu vaccine...  That's one of those whether it's true or not true it fucks them either way kind of facts..

 Also the pcr test isn't just garbage it's actually not a diagnostic nor was it ever meant to be

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Visualize simultaneously energy beaming down through top of head and being expelled through soles into earth.

This is actually one of the first things I learned in the first book I bought on the subject!

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Mr NRG laid it out for you and you understood it. Great Re your triple Burner once had a problem with it as well, as soon as you can move NRG up through your Aorta  and through out your body you will be up and running you sure as shit will know it nophukin body has to tell you that!!!  you do feel it   the Aortic pump manifests ,That is how you know your burners have merged you got phuked dunno any other way or how you were taught  but can you get your money back from those  phukin frauds . Stay Safe Mr Deez still possible w/imagination and Mind and practice  Best to you

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Damn dude that shit would piss a preacher off. Total SNAFU . You sound like you have it still under control  & I know you've tried all to get well. However have you tried gathering NRG
by just "holding the Ball" sitting down extending arms outstretched elbows bent palms facing mind between those arms noting any phuking  feelings ! Mind is looking feeling for any sensations from your palms huge Yi points in palms reaching out for notice. Palmar arch dude shit is there up to you now find it ! phuk the odds ! Start slow but build up your NRG keep your mind out between your palms. Just phukin do it find your NRG source loosen chill
Best to you

I do a lot of dantian work someone once told me my three had merged and I had "inner thunder" but I took that with a pinch of salt.

I do however feel energy inside but it's not localized I can't feel the three dantiens seperately nor can I feel any chakras, but more like my entire body is a resevoir.

So when I meditate I let it build then move it up with the idea of turning it from jing to qi to shen as it moves up. I also do something where on some breathes you exhale less than you inhale which is supposed to make this more efficient but not too often as it can rupture the ldt.

This.

Now where does the reservoir fill from?? Tippy top center of head and soles of feet.  Plant bare feet in ground, stretch hands up to sky palms up. Visualize simultaneously energy beaming down through top of head and being expelled through soles into earth.

Is this worth doing even if the weather outside is overcast and uncomfortably chilly?

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Damn dude that shit would piss a preacher off. Total SNAFU . You sound like you have it still under control  & I know you've tried all to get well. However have you tried gathering NRG
by just "holding the Ball" sitting down extending arms outstretched elbows bent palms facing mind between those arms noting any phuking  feelings ! Mind is looking feeling for any sensations from your palms huge Yi points in palms reaching out for notice. Palmar arch dude shit is there up to you now find it ! phuk the odds ! Start slow but build up your NRG keep your mind out between your palms. Just phukin do it find your NRG source loosen chill
Best to you

I do a lot of dantian work someone once told me my three had merged and I had "inner thunder" but I took that with a pinch of salt.

I do however feel energy inside but it's not localized I can't feel the three dantiens seperately nor can I feel any chakras, but more like my entire body is a resevoir.

So when I meditate I let it build then move it up with the idea of turning it from jing to qi to shen as it moves up. I also do something where on some breathes you exhale less than you inhale which is supposed to make this more efficient but not too often as it can rupture the ldt.

This.

Now where does the reservoir fill from?? Tippy top center of head and soles of feet.  Plant bare feet in ground, stretch hands up to sky palms up. Visualize simultaneously energy beaming down through top of head and being expelled through soles into earth.

Is this worth doing even if the weather outside is overcast and uncomfortably chilly?

Is this a serious question?

What did I say about temperature? Does anyone remember?

"Electricity is just a form of energy. Those who wield the force are merely adept at harnessing and manipulating the energy all around them.  Someone in the rofschild thread said something to the effect of every degree over and under 0 of temperature is energy available to be molded"

"The "energy" that fuels our third eye is all around us, we call it temperature, but tesla correctly identified it as "aether" every degree above or below zero is magickal energy waiting to be shaped."