To the one of you who sent me money unprovoked, that kindness will be returned to you many times over. This op is running about 4 months longer than it should have, but as they say "you're going to love the end of this movie" if you all knew the amount of moving and shaking in my day to day you'd be staggered. Building networks and vetting personnel is the easy part. Anyone reading that lurks in the shadows, if ever you were going to step up for us all and contribute this would be the time. By winter the door is nailed shut. One way or another, and time permeates.
Before I begin let me say to the tricky kitty wasting my infinitesimal time with vapid messages attempting to bait me into your auto erotic discourse, you will not receive any replies. Once you asked me for a map of where my gold was, the notion of meaningful rhetoric was deader than the spark of humanity in Liddle Adam.
Now for my cherished community: it will appear all hope is lost. It will seem certain we have been defeated. That is the precise moment our victory tour begins. Stay firm,yet bend in the breeze so your limbs don't break in the rushing winds. Shifting on a tectonic level occurring every second, x marks the spot. Out out damn stain.
On the upshot I've lost 40ish lbs since this started. Maybe function in 3 toes, we shall see, and yet I smile. You should too. Without joy,laughter and love, what world am I fighting for? And when all seems destroyed, when it appears hopeless, that is when your smile is needed most. Don't search for beacons, become one.