First off, I want to apologize to the community for my lack of participation this last year. I have been reading when I can. But have not been as active as I've used to be. I had my first child last year, and my wife is now a stay-at-home mother while I continue to work full-time and go to school to finish up my doctorate. Needless to say, I've been busy and broke. I also apologize that I have not been able to donate monetarily to your good cause Nick as I'm now only working with one income and an extra mouth to feed. With all that going on, I may soon be jobless as my hospital here in Florida has now mandated the vaccine by December 5th. I submitted a very well-researched and thought-out religious exemption yesterday will see if I get approved.
With that out of the way, I have had issues with what you would call Greys as of late. I started genuinely thinking and meditating on the bible and its religious and historical context while researching the topic. It brought me to the conclusion that Greys were, in fact, the souls of demons in a biologically created meat suit. I arrived at this conclusion given the fact that their likeness has been seen in ancient artifacts, and they have been known to tamper with the fate of humans and mankind throughout history. I genuinely believe that they are the souls of fallen angels that have since been banished in this realm and must now attach to these Grey meat suits as a way to transverse the physical realm from which they were exiled.
Upon this moment of this realization that undoubtedly rings true for me, I started getting images of Greys staring at me while in meditation. They seemingly studied and watched me. I could see them in a sort of luminous phosphorescent wavy green haze like a crude radar instrument with my eyes closed. They didn't seem too happy with me or my internal discovery.
In fact, two nights in a row, while sleeping without trying to astral project or mediate, I started feeling the sensation of spinning while hearing that low mechanical hum and buzzing sound accompanied by a visual of a Grey's head within in my mind's eye studying me again. I don't know what the hell they were trying to do or if they were trying to hijack me for an astral ride or what, but it just didn't feel right, and I didn't feel safe going along for the ride, so I forced myself to wake up out of that trance.
I'm at a loss here as I never had this happen before during my meditations/astral travels, and I'm really considering not tampering with mediation or astral projection again. What do they want with me? I find it kind of odd that I've now piqued their interest, given the realization I had that they were nothing more than avatars for demons to interfere with humanity here on Earth. I must have struck a nerve with this thought. Has anyone else had any experiences like this or with them before?
