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Opening a door too early
OP: December 15, 2020, 01:39:08 PM
Long story short I have opened at least one 'door' that has lead to me having a continuous build up of revelations that has pushed my understanding of things to a new height, but really I remembered more than I 'learned'.

Started with me taking a little over .5 grams of shrooms (if I understand the packaging dosage correctly) every other day for six days and then the second week I took around 1.5 grams and I was pretty much floored.
The most extreme reading of the label on this dosage of psilocybin is that I took 3.5 grams every other day for six days then on the second week I took 21 grams through the whole day.

Still coming down from that entire experience but I don't think that's correct at all. I opened something I can't close back anytime soon and I've had to keep back these 'trickster' type entities but at the same time I persisted and I learned who the 'big sides' in this giant war we are in are. Some of them anyway.

There are plenty of things I want to share but there are also many I can't share and I know why Nick discloses information the way he does on a whole other level now and if it wasn't for that there would still be far too many people in the dark but this place is something very special in a way that I can't really communicate in words as of this post.

Any questions about the entire thing I'll answer best I'm willing and able to. I guess you could consider this my first 'AMA'.

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Opening a door too early
#1: December 15, 2020, 01:54:14 PM
You mean the Law of Free Will stopping you just disclosing? Can you hint and we ask questions from that hint?

Honestly I have been at the conclusion lately that any "theory" allowed out there is probably a LARP, including the so called universal laws that convieniently stop the people who know, from red pilling those who don't.

Feel free to correct that but in more terms than just "it's true" please. 
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#2: December 15, 2020, 02:24:38 PM
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You mean the Law of Free Will stopping you just disclosing? Can you hint and we ask questions from that hint?

Honestly I have been at the conclusion lately that any "theory" allowed out there is probably a LARP, including the so called universal laws that convieniently stop the people who know, from red pilling those who don't.

Feel free to correct that but in more terms than just "it's true" please.

It's a number of things really. One of the biggest ones is that while all information is 'free' in the sense of being accessible 'eventually' (as vague as that sounds) or just going straight to the 'records' there are certain people and groups that are so twisted that they really, really shouldn't have access to some information and knowledge.

The other layer is that 'I' swore to secrecy and a lot of people at these levels do but there are interesting ways around these oaths. It's not smiled upon but those clever enough and have the motivation required (what ever that is for each person and their situation) they break their oaths and disclose more than they probably should.

The thing is that if you really wanted to know something, the only thing stopping you is you. There is no excuse for not knowing something your inquiring about. It may take longer than expected and more resources to gain the knowledge you desire but there are many routes to achieve what you desire.
Sometimes depending on the situation and how much you know at that moment, you need to take a few steps back before you can make large leaps forward.

Barter is the way of the universe. What are you willing to give up to gain something? How much do you value said information and knowledge? One of the more negative aspects of what people refer to as 'globalism' and 'Luciferian' practices is how these practitioners know the price of everything but the value of nothing.

Someone's 'soul' does have a price as well and for most its worth the most when they are children. The older they get the weaker their energy and purity gets and their value diminishes.
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#3: December 15, 2020, 03:59:53 PM
The trumpets sound!  ;D

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... I learned who the 'big sides' in this giant war we are in are. Some of them anyway.

What would you boil the conflict down to?
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#4: December 15, 2020, 04:14:38 PM
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The trumpets sound!  ;D

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... I learned who the 'big sides' in this giant war we are in are. Some of them anyway.

What would you boil the conflict down to?

Creator made Man so it could experience creation itself from the 'inside' not the 'outside', to put things simply. The 'conflict' in mention appears to be between factions that are fighting over control and influence the longest over the 'All Spark' first and foremost, Man/Humans next and then all of life itself.

This is just looking at it from an extremely zoomed out perspective. To phrase it another way, all the groups and factions are fighting over is the ability to control the power of The Creator and the required items needed to guide/control as much of creation and life as possible as long as possible.
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#5: December 15, 2020, 04:39:42 PM
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To phrase it another way, all the groups and factions are fighting over is the ability to control the power of The Creator and the required items needed to guide/control as much of creation and life as possible as long as possible.

What do you advocate in your context?
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#6: December 15, 2020, 07:38:18 PM
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To phrase it another way, all the groups and factions are fighting over is the ability to control the power of The Creator and the required items needed to guide/control as much of creation and life as possible as long as possible.

What do you advocate in your context?

I'll be honest, from what I have experienced, read and learned, the universe has a way of balancing things out eventually. The changes are instantaneously. made where ever they are attempting to be made. How you specifically perceive it in your little facet of reality and creation is something else.

If you fall, you will get back up or you will be consumed and your story ends there. If you get back up then you will remember the way things really are or at least what Creator had intended and you are more inclined to live by such a standard if you want to refer to it as that.

In the end, what you decide to do is up to you and what you have planned for your specific incarnation and moment of reality. Whether you want that to be heaven or hell, long and painful or short and pleasant or any other combination is up to you.

We all start in the same place and we will all end in the same place as well and its only a matter of time before time is of no matter and our energy emits itself to all the other places of existence itself and influences whom ever it may reach at what ever moment it may reach them.
The more you interact with someone the more you become like them. That is one reason why you need to be careful who you associate with. Eventually the energy dissipates from one spot and tries to become its 'own thing' and then becomes many and then it begins to merge back into one being and then it starts all over again, the ride that is.


Did any of that answer your question?
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To phrase it another way, all the groups and factions are fighting over is the ability to control the power of The Creator and the required items needed to guide/control as much of creation and life as possible as long as possible.

What do you advocate in your context?

I'll be honest, from what I have experienced, read and learned, the universe has a way of balancing things out eventually. The changes are instantaneously. made where ever they are attempting to be made. How you specifically perceive it in your little facet of reality and creation is something else.

If you fall, you will get back up or you will be consumed and your story ends there. If you get back up then you will remember the way things really are or at least what Creator had intended and you are more inclined to live by such a standard if you want to refer to it as that.

In the end, what you decide to do is up to you and what you have planned for your specific incarnation and moment of reality. Whether you want that to be heaven or hell, long and painful or short and pleasant or any other combination is up to you.

We all start in the same place and we will all end in the same place as well and its only a matter of time before time is of no matter and our energy emits itself to all the other places of existence itself and influences whom ever it may reach at what ever moment it may reach them.
The more you interact with someone the more you become like them. That is one reason why you need to be careful who you associate with. Eventually the energy dissipates from one spot and tries to become its 'own thing' and then becomes many and then it begins to merge back into one being and then it starts all over again, the ride that is.


Did any of that answer your question?

Once again you have it right I have to be careful when I practice NRG work with someone who wants to learn this  tho most give up  .You can  take on others qualities ,so  i  first test  to feel their NRG  and know what  I'll do Starting out with sticking hands is how it works.Thanks for your sage advice    Stay Safe
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#8: December 16, 2020, 08:28:45 AM
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Did any of that answer your question?

Yes in a way!

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We all start in the same place and we will all end in the same place as well and its only a matter of time before time is of no matter and our energy emits itself to all the other places of existence itself and influences whom ever it may reach at what ever moment it may reach them.

Sounds like Church of Atom talk right there, I rebuke all rad eater dogma  ;)
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#9: December 16, 2020, 11:09:56 AM
Something interesting about writing a story is that there is only the writer at the start and end of it. You may have people who inspired you to create characters or write the story in a particular way, but even all the characters in the story, when you write them down, they all exist 'in' you to put it simply.

Look around there is no one there and yet here you are holding a story with many characters and settings and you never even moved one iota from your original point of writing the story.

Things move around us we don't move around them and there is only one person viewing itself from as many perspective as possible.
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#10: December 16, 2020, 11:16:08 AM
Lucifer tries hard to mimic The Creator on some layers and maybe the great misunderstood teacher of humanity's greatest lesson all along is that you should only trust and rely on yourself.

Lucifer offers assistance to say the least but at a cost and that cost varies depending on when you interact with it. Lucifer is not the light but its bringer. Could it truly create like the fractured sparks of Creator's light can? I don't think so.

In a world where everyone naturally has their own self interest in mind before others, it may be best advised to only trust in yourself in the end. That may appear cold but from what I've observed its the truth. Relying on others will weaken you more than one may realize and if everyone relied on someone else, well I don't see much growth or development in that.
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#11: December 16, 2020, 01:35:00 PM
Had a trip days ago. Said to my 'vehicle' to 'take me to the end of everything' and what I saw was this black hole like image where I saw everything being consumed by this large blurry ring of fire(or something?).

I remember what Nick's old profile image on the forum used to be. It resembled that if I had to pick an image that resembled what I saw.

Another experience I had a long time ago was I with someone else, an unidentifiable 'female' energy in just darkness and then a ring of fire appeared in the center and sucked the other 'person' into another universe and from that moment 'everything' started to 'exist'.
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Re: Opening a door too early
#12: December 16, 2020, 07:12:13 PM
"And what I saw was this black hole like image where I saw everything being consumed by this large blurry ring of fire(or something?)."

I saw something similar in a dream a few weeks back. Only I was floating above a void, all emotions were halted, and it felt serene. Something grabbed my shoulder, and it physically woke me up.
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#13: December 18, 2020, 11:43:54 AM
I'm sure Nick said it before in the old board at least once but I'll say it again, there are an amazingly apparently endless ways to fuck up while 'traveling' and there are a plethora of named and unnamed beings that are very knowledgeable and skilled at trickery and deception.

Its makes the universe appear very cut throat but it goes to show at least me that you definitely need to build up to that point what ever it may be. When you find yourself fucking up at this 'infantile' state you just need to 'stop'. What do I mean by that? I mean quite literally 'stop' doing magic stuff and go back to a mundane world for a while.

The way things were for me and I'm still trying to get through it but every turn I took appeared to harm me, literally every thought, breath and movement I took was used against me. Even what I was perceiving was used against me.

There are so few 'laws' in the universe, so it would appear anyway. The few that do exist you have to be aware of and there are layers to them as well. The real ass kicker is that literally 'no one' is there with a 'rules and guidelines to safely travel' pamphlet or something. Everything gained there is done through experience but if your lucky you'll find someone who will share these insights into protecting yourself without asking too much out of yourself.

The universe really is hostile and its not personal. On a deeper layer there is a prevalent parasitic force on life and existence itself that does so merely because it hates life itself. It literally hates 'Creator'.
On a personal and non personal layer the universe is hostile but overall its just opportunities to be gained and those who take them or not.

There are these literal 'gene stealers' that hijack bloodlines and their power in order to sustain themselves. The thing they are terrified of 'you' realizing is that they need you (an implied spark of Creator) and that they function similar to a 'universal ego'.
You can't 'delete' it out of existence you have to 'dissolve' it back into the whole but to do that on the level I'm talking about is advanced from how I'm understanding things now.

Look, let me put it this way. TPTB and the known bloodlines that are public honestly aren't worth as much as they want you to think. They literally sold out to ancient 'demons' (to put it simply) and they have given up so much of their divinity for some meager recognition and assistance in the physical world.
There are more bloodlines than you think that live 'normal' lives that are worth more than the collective energy of those TPTB bloodlines and yes the bloodlines that stay hidden have 'agents' in the field so to say and a lot of them are sleeping but not all of them.
Recognize them by their works but that implies that you can recognize things better than your average person.

Especially on this level, your words mean a lot. If you don't know the 'vibrational meaning' of the words you speak then chances are your going to get fucked with every word you say, think or write.

'Learning' this way is difficult and not recommended. Its the equivalent of throwing an infant into the deep end of a pool and telling them to learn to swim or else they will die. They literally have no other choice. Its either learn to swim or become consumed.
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#14: December 18, 2020, 10:45:20 PM
I quite often think about modern society and how unnatural it feels (to me anyway; I just can't integrate for some reason) all these issues people have like anxiety and depression seem, to me, to be based on how we live. Living in a city with 10,000 strangers, crammed in like sardines, the parasympathetic nervous system (fight / flight) constantly active due to lack of trust and lack of tribal order/protection. No longer walking anywhere let alone hunting; instead driving or being driven everywhere. No longer hunting food just ordering it on demand. No longer "picking up" opposite sex for sex, just Tinder (and for some 80% of males, no action for them according to statistics) and less actual relationships. No more mother / father roles with single mothers being promoted who in turn depend on the government for support instead of their tribe.

Even today a shop keeper gave me a christmas card and gift and it felt extremely wrong to me. I know them in passing but I didn't even know their names. I felt all sorts of mixed emotions and my strongest was actually paranoia like "is the gift what it appears to be or a bomb or?????" Why are strangers giving me gifts? Anyone else would be elated but for me it made me feel... I'm not sure I even have a word for it.

We seem to have low-key progressed natural evolution in an unnatural shortcut and it's fucked us.

I think the universe is supposed to be harsh - hard times create strong men - strong men create strong bloodlines.

I also remember Nick on the old board personally warning you that you were AP'ing too often.
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