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#15: July 16, 2020, 03:37:04 AM
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Took a hero dose of psilocybin yesterday. Didn't have a sitter or anything, thought it'd be best if I do it alone at night in darkness, with no music or anything else. Well, shiiieet, what can I say, it really was something. Whole day I was thinking of taking them, but had fear. Drew tarot for two outcomes - taking and not taking. The moon reversed for yes, two of pentacles for no. A clear sign to me that I should be getting over my subcon fears and not to keep juggling between the usual states of mood. Was fearful still, but it would remain if I don't try to battle my unconscious blockers.

Not sure where to start.. Started to feel the effect, mind became flooded with images positive and negative, on many layers. Had to use will not to have the negative ones approach. What nrg said about if you're not using your will to think, someone else will, I understood it fully now. Was just seeing behind the closed eyes, then fear hit me like a bullet and I jumped up, this happened twice. At one moment, I had a realization that every part of the body is a battlefield for beings to conquer and for you to defend. Then at one point, Putin was trying to recruit me for some organization. He waved at me, but I saw some sneakiness behind his smile and I thought I'll accept, but with the idea in mind that I can break it up from the inside if they aren't what I thought. Then immediately I felt an electric shock and came back in the body.

I had a different experience. I felt like my body was like a ship being pulled in all directions, and that I had to "steer it", and then I thought that I was like a radio receiver and had to change my frequency, and that made me understand why the ability to  clear my mind was so important. I could feel the heaviness of the waves piercing through me, or at least that's how it seemed to me at the time.
I couldn't stop thinking about your post after you posted it, the waves piercing through part. It seems that is what is actually happening all the time and under shrooms, you were more susceptible to realize it. We are the interference pattern, the pebble in the water where the waves hit us from many directions. We are made of light. A hologram is an interference pattern of light waves. A body is a matrix of oscillating fields. Tapping into the ''universal mind'' means forming an interference pattern with psyches of all other consciousnesses in the universe.
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The Mushroom Everything Is About
#16: July 16, 2020, 03:48:00 AM

the third image resonated with my trip experience, the body is a machine with many parts and cogs and there is a battle going on for the control of those cogs.
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Re: The Mushroom Everything Is About
#17: July 16, 2020, 12:23:04 PM
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Took a hero dose of psilocybin yesterday. Didn't have a sitter or anything, thought it'd be best if I do it alone at night in darkness, with no music or anything else. Well, shiiieet, what can I say, it really was something. Whole day I was thinking of taking them, but had fear. Drew tarot for two outcomes - taking and not taking. The moon reversed for yes, two of pentacles for no. A clear sign to me that I should be getting over my subcon fears and not to keep juggling between the usual states of mood. Was fearful still, but it would remain if I don't try to battle my unconscious blockers.

Not sure where to start.. Started to feel the effect, mind became flooded with images positive and negative, on many layers. Had to use will not to have the negative ones approach. What nrg said about if you're not using your will to think, someone else will, I understood it fully now. Was just seeing behind the closed eyes, then fear hit me like a bullet and I jumped up, this happened twice. At one moment, I had a realization that every part of the body is a battlefield for beings to conquer and for you to defend. Then at one point, Putin was trying to recruit me for some organization. He waved at me, but I saw some sneakiness behind his smile and I thought I'll accept, but with the idea in mind that I can break it up from the inside if they aren't what I thought. Then immediately I felt an electric shock and came back in the body.

I had a different experience. I felt like my body was like a ship being pulled in all directions, and that I had to "steer it", and then I thought that I was like a radio receiver and had to change my frequency, and that made me understand why the ability to  clear my mind was so important. I could feel the heaviness of the waves piercing through me, or at least that's how it seemed to me at the time.
I couldn't stop thinking about your post after you posted it, the waves piercing through part. It seems that is what is actually happening all the time and under shrooms, you were more susceptible to realize it. We are the interference pattern, the pebble in the water where the waves hit us from many directions. We are made of light. A hologram is an interference pattern of light waves. A body is a matrix of oscillating fields. Tapping into the ''universal mind'' means forming an interference pattern with psyches of all other consciousnesses in the universe.
"So here we are - all part of this great hologram called Creation, which is everybody else's SELF. You can't blame anybody for doing anything to you - you are doing it to yourself. You create your own reality. It's all a cosmic play, there is nothing but you!"
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Re: The Mushroom Everything Is About
#18: July 16, 2020, 08:44:00 PM
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Took a hero dose of psilocybin yesterday. Didn't have a sitter or anything, thought it'd be best if I do it alone at night in darkness, with no music or anything else. Well, shiiieet, what can I say, it really was something. Whole day I was thinking of taking them, but had fear. Drew tarot for two outcomes - taking and not taking. The moon reversed for yes, two of pentacles for no. A clear sign to me that I should be getting over my subcon fears and not to keep juggling between the usual states of mood. Was fearful still, but it would remain if I don't try to battle my unconscious blockers.

Not sure where to start.. Started to feel the effect, mind became flooded with images positive and negative, on many layers. Had to use will not to have the negative ones approach. What nrg said about if you're not using your will to think, someone else will, I understood it fully now. Was just seeing behind the closed eyes, then fear hit me like a bullet and I jumped up, this happened twice. At one moment, I had a realization that every part of the body is a battlefield for beings to conquer and for you to defend. Then at one point, Putin was trying to recruit me for some organization. He waved at me, but I saw some sneakiness behind his smile and I thought I'll accept, but with the idea in mind that I can break it up from the inside if they aren't what I thought. Then immediately I felt an electric shock and came back in the body.

I had a different experience. I felt like my body was like a ship being pulled in all directions, and that I had to "steer it", and then I thought that I was like a radio receiver and had to change my frequency, and that made me understand why the ability to  clear my mind was so important. I could feel the heaviness of the waves piercing through me, or at least that's how it seemed to me at the time.
I couldn't stop thinking about your post after you posted it, the waves piercing through part. It seems that is what is actually happening all the time and under shrooms, you were more susceptible to realize it. We are the interference pattern, the pebble in the water where the waves hit us from many directions. We are made of light. A hologram is an interference pattern of light waves. A body is a matrix of oscillating fields. Tapping into the ''universal mind'' means forming an interference pattern with psyches of all other consciousnesses in the universe.
"So here we are - all part of this great hologram called Creation, which is everybody else's SELF. You can't blame anybody for doing anything to you - you are doing it to yourself. You create your own reality. It's all a cosmic play, there is nothing but you!"
Itzhak Bentov

Most people who know this to any extent would like to know how to apply this in the 'real world'.
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Re: The Mushroom Everything Is About
#19: July 17, 2020, 02:14:51 AM
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Took a hero dose of psilocybin yesterday. Didn't have a sitter or anything, thought it'd be best if I do it alone at night in darkness, with no music or anything else. Well, shiiieet, what can I say, it really was something. Whole day I was thinking of taking them, but had fear. Drew tarot for two outcomes - taking and not taking. The moon reversed for yes, two of pentacles for no. A clear sign to me that I should be getting over my subcon fears and not to keep juggling between the usual states of mood. Was fearful still, but it would remain if I don't try to battle my unconscious blockers.

Not sure where to start.. Started to feel the effect, mind became flooded with images positive and negative, on many layers. Had to use will not to have the negative ones approach. What nrg said about if you're not using your will to think, someone else will, I understood it fully now. Was just seeing behind the closed eyes, then fear hit me like a bullet and I jumped up, this happened twice. At one moment, I had a realization that every part of the body is a battlefield for beings to conquer and for you to defend. Then at one point, Putin was trying to recruit me for some organization. He waved at me, but I saw some sneakiness behind his smile and I thought I'll accept, but with the idea in mind that I can break it up from the inside if they aren't what I thought. Then immediately I felt an electric shock and came back in the body.

I had a different experience. I felt like my body was like a ship being pulled in all directions, and that I had to "steer it", and then I thought that I was like a radio receiver and had to change my frequency, and that made me understand why the ability to  clear my mind was so important. I could feel the heaviness of the waves piercing through me, or at least that's how it seemed to me at the time.
I couldn't stop thinking about your post after you posted it, the waves piercing through part. It seems that is what is actually happening all the time and under shrooms, you were more susceptible to realize it. We are the interference pattern, the pebble in the water where the waves hit us from many directions. We are made of light. A hologram is an interference pattern of light waves. A body is a matrix of oscillating fields. Tapping into the ''universal mind'' means forming an interference pattern with psyches of all other consciousnesses in the universe.
"So here we are - all part of this great hologram called Creation, which is everybody else's SELF. You can't blame anybody for doing anything to you - you are doing it to yourself. You create your own reality. It's all a cosmic play, there is nothing but you!"
Itzhak Bentov

Most people who know this to any extent would like to know how to apply this in the 'real world'.

Agreed.

I personally before that we very much create our own realities.

I personally have reframed my thoughts to great extent. I now see myself as having all my needs provided by my "father" who is everything/creation/University. Totally working. I see the universe as literally WANTING to provide for me, as a father wants to provide for his children. Then I pay attention to my feelings and thoughts and follow up on things that interest me.

I've tried (with at least moderate success)  removing all negative and ego focused thoughts from my mind. Criticism, judgementalism, negativity, I simply have no desire for these things and when they do show up I try to kick them from my mind fast.

I don't even want to speak words that carry a negative connotation, like "hate".

These might sell like crazy ideas to some people, and i'm cool with that, but my personally is changing. I'm nowhere near as ego driving as I used to be. Things just don't bother me much anymore. When I get cut off on the roads I usually just find myself laughing loudly at the poor driving of another where before I would have had genuine anger.

I don't say this to brag. But I really think there is something substantial to this ego reduction. I think learning to identify and then harness our ego is a major reason, if not the major reason for our present experience.

But I could be wrong. Even if I am though, I still really like the direction I'm experiencing more than other focus' I've had.
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Re: The Mushroom Everything Is About
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Took a hero dose of psilocybin yesterday. Didn't have a sitter or anything, thought it'd be best if I do it alone at night in darkness, with no music or anything else. Well, shiiieet, what can I say, it really was something. Whole day I was thinking of taking them, but had fear. Drew tarot for two outcomes - taking and not taking. The moon reversed for yes, two of pentacles for no. A clear sign to me that I should be getting over my subcon fears and not to keep juggling between the usual states of mood. Was fearful still, but it would remain if I don't try to battle my unconscious blockers.

Not sure where to start.. Started to feel the effect, mind became flooded with images positive and negative, on many layers. Had to use will not to have the negative ones approach. What nrg said about if you're not using your will to think, someone else will, I understood it fully now. Was just seeing behind the closed eyes, then fear hit me like a bullet and I jumped up, this happened twice. At one moment, I had a realization that every part of the body is a battlefield for beings to conquer and for you to defend. Then at one point, Putin was trying to recruit me for some organization. He waved at me, but I saw some sneakiness behind his smile and I thought I'll accept, but with the idea in mind that I can break it up from the inside if they aren't what I thought. Then immediately I felt an electric shock and came back in the body.

I had a different experience. I felt like my body was like a ship being pulled in all directions, and that I had to "steer it", and then I thought that I was like a radio receiver and had to change my frequency, and that made me understand why the ability to  clear my mind was so important. I could feel the heaviness of the waves piercing through me, or at least that's how it seemed to me at the time.
I couldn't stop thinking about your post after you posted it, the waves piercing through part. It seems that is what is actually happening all the time and under shrooms, you were more susceptible to realize it. We are the interference pattern, the pebble in the water where the waves hit us from many directions. We are made of light. A hologram is an interference pattern of light waves. A body is a matrix of oscillating fields. Tapping into the ''universal mind'' means forming an interference pattern with psyches of all other consciousnesses in the universe.
"So here we are - all part of this great hologram called Creation, which is everybody else's SELF. You can't blame anybody for doing anything to you - you are doing it to yourself. You create your own reality. It's all a cosmic play, there is nothing but you!"
Itzhak Bentov

Most people who know this to any extent would like to know how to apply this in the 'real world'.

Agreed.

I personally before that we very much create our own realities.

I personally have reframed my thoughts to great extent. I now see myself as having all my needs provided by my "father" who is everything/creation/University. Totally working. I see the universe as literally WANTING to provide for me, as a father wants to provide for his children. Then I pay attention to my feelings and thoughts and follow up on things that interest me.

I've tried (with at least moderate success)  removing all negative and ego focused thoughts from my mind. Criticism, judgementalism, negativity, I simply have no desire for these things and when they do show up I try to kick them from my mind fast.

I don't even want to speak words that carry a negative connotation, like "hate".

These might sell like crazy ideas to some people, and i'm cool with that, but my personally is changing. I'm nowhere near as ego driving as I used to be. Things just don't bother me much anymore. When I get cut off on the roads I usually just find myself laughing loudly at the poor driving of another where before I would have had genuine anger.

I don't say this to brag. But I really think there is something substantial to this ego reduction. I think learning to identify and then harness our ego is a major reason, if not the major reason for our present experience.

But I could be wrong. Even if I am though, I still really like the direction I'm experiencing more than other focus' I've had.

There is more truth in this one post than all your previous combined
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Re: The Mushroom Everything Is About
#21: July 17, 2020, 10:23:28 AM
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Took a hero dose of psilocybin yesterday. Didn't have a sitter or anything, thought it'd be best if I do it alone at night in darkness, with no music or anything else. Well, shiiieet, what can I say, it really was something. Whole day I was thinking of taking them, but had fear. Drew tarot for two outcomes - taking and not taking. The moon reversed for yes, two of pentacles for no. A clear sign to me that I should be getting over my subcon fears and not to keep juggling between the usual states of mood. Was fearful still, but it would remain if I don't try to battle my unconscious blockers.

Not sure where to start.. Started to feel the effect, mind became flooded with images positive and negative, on many layers. Had to use will not to have the negative ones approach. What nrg said about if you're not using your will to think, someone else will, I understood it fully now. Was just seeing behind the closed eyes, then fear hit me like a bullet and I jumped up, this happened twice. At one moment, I had a realization that every part of the body is a battlefield for beings to conquer and for you to defend. Then at one point, Putin was trying to recruit me for some organization. He waved at me, but I saw some sneakiness behind his smile and I thought I'll accept, but with the idea in mind that I can break it up from the inside if they aren't what I thought. Then immediately I felt an electric shock and came back in the body.

I had a different experience. I felt like my body was like a ship being pulled in all directions, and that I had to "steer it", and then I thought that I was like a radio receiver and had to change my frequency, and that made me understand why the ability to  clear my mind was so important. I could feel the heaviness of the waves piercing through me, or at least that's how it seemed to me at the time.
I couldn't stop thinking about your post after you posted it, the waves piercing through part. It seems that is what is actually happening all the time and under shrooms, you were more susceptible to realize it. We are the interference pattern, the pebble in the water where the waves hit us from many directions. We are made of light. A hologram is an interference pattern of light waves. A body is a matrix of oscillating fields. Tapping into the ''universal mind'' means forming an interference pattern with psyches of all other consciousnesses in the universe.
"So here we are - all part of this great hologram called Creation, which is everybody else's SELF. You can't blame anybody for doing anything to you - you are doing it to yourself. You create your own reality. It's all a cosmic play, there is nothing but you!"
Itzhak Bentov

Most people who know this to any extent would like to know how to apply this in the 'real world'.

Agreed.

I personally before that we very much create our own realities.

I personally have reframed my thoughts to great extent. I now see myself as having all my needs provided by my "father" who is everything/creation/University. Totally working. I see the universe as literally WANTING to provide for me, as a father wants to provide for his children. Then I pay attention to my feelings and thoughts and follow up on things that interest me.

I've tried (with at least moderate success)  removing all negative and ego focused thoughts from my mind. Criticism, judgementalism, negativity, I simply have no desire for these things and when they do show up I try to kick them from my mind fast.

I don't even want to speak words that carry a negative connotation, like "hate".

These might sell like crazy ideas to some people, and i'm cool with that, but my personally is changing. I'm nowhere near as ego driving as I used to be. Things just don't bother me much anymore. When I get cut off on the roads I usually just find myself laughing loudly at the poor driving of another where before I would have had genuine anger.

I don't say this to brag. But I really think there is something substantial to this ego reduction. I think learning to identify and then harness our ego is a major reason, if not the major reason for our present experience.

But I could be wrong. Even if I am though, I still really like the direction I'm experiencing more than other focus' I've had.

There is more truth in this one post than all your previous combined

Feels very good to hear that confirmation from you.

Thank you!
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The Mushroom Everything Is About
#22: August 19, 2020, 12:26:41 PM
Superfly, The Toadstool That Conquered The Universe
Author Tom Robbins explores the psychoactive properties of the magic mushroom.

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"Oh, look, I know better than to believe that history, the official hypothesis of the past, is going to be exoterically rewritten by anything magical, least of all a fungus. Yet there is something dramatic to consider here, and if it tends to get out of hand, if it aches to bathe in the hot tubs of sensationalism, if it tries to abandon the page to shoot up in the sky like a rocket, we may have to indulge it. For we are dealing not with some ordinary conspiracy or suppressed body of facts, but with a living thing, an ongoing organism whose natural powers neither opposition nor indifference, time nor slander have diminished. We are going to have to come to terms, once and for all, with the Amanita muscaria, the brain food to end all brain foods.

The Great of All Mushrooms
The Woodpecker of Mars
The Toadstool That Conquered the Universe"

A great article. Worth the time.



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