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Let's Get Down & Dirty / I remember
« on: June 22, 2021, 07:28:57 PM »
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You are not allowed to view links. Register or Login     "A horror film told in three parts, from three perspectives, in which a mysterious transmission that turns people into killers invades every cell phone, radio, and television. "
Let's Get Down & Dirty / Nrg is eternal, sadly I am not
« on: June 07, 2021, 09:15:15 AM »
I don't know how else to put this into words, but..  pedophiles are seriously the worst thing in my brain, amplified by being a father and considering that the greatest thing.  I can't think of anything worse than harming a baby, a child..  trafficking is seriously the one thing that makes me feel like I'm in Hell and I don't know what to do about it.  I also consider murder up there with pedophiles so I'm someone who wants to do something but feels like they can't, which is a really horrible feeling.  It's like wanting to slay demons to save everyone's family but doing so will harm you and your family..    does any of this make sense, or matter?  Really agitated, apologies.

I can't even sleep lately at all, reacting to every sound in my house and checking on my family 20 times a night and worrying about children missing and shit.
Who sleeps with all of their lights turned on?   :o
Let's Get Down & Dirty / Nrg is eternal, sadly I am not
« on: May 17, 2021, 09:12:20 PM »
I am very prosperous and self-sufficient, I guess I made myself sound like I can't afford my bills or food and my family is suffering but that's not at all the case.  Just appreciate the words I've read and didn't want to be taking without giving back. 
Let's Get Down & Dirty / Nrg is eternal, sadly I am not
« on: May 17, 2021, 01:44:00 PM »
I am jobless with barely any money left with a few mouths to feed, I pitched in without knowing who you are or what any of this is for without looking for a return on anything.  Agapan.

Let's Get Down & Dirty / Nrg is eternal, sadly I am not
« on: May 13, 2021, 07:58:04 AM »
2019 I had a dream where I was sitting inside in someone's kitchen talking with them at the table when all of the sudden I look outside and see something that looked like a bank vault appear in the sky, some white circular disk.  All of the sudden red plasma came out of it all over the sky in glyphs, like someone was sending out a signal.  The person in the kitchen didn't seem phased and said "why do you think we donate blood and plasma?"  I was the only one that seemed really bothered by it in the dream. 

Right after that I had a dream where I was in my grandmothers basement where there was this giant stone wheel that had numbers on it, it went from "III" to "III III" and everything got really really loud and I woke up. 
Let's Get Down & Dirty / Nrg is eternal, sadly I am not
« on: May 11, 2021, 08:52:03 PM »
What an amazing time to be alive, huh?  Lions and tigers and bears. 
Let's Get Down & Dirty / Nrg is eternal, sadly I am not
« on: May 11, 2021, 08:03:15 AM »
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Post here If you've seen an ant in person the past year.

Posting for ants.  I see more ant hills than ants on my walk every day though, I never walk on ant hills so I'm always mindful of my steps. 
Let's Get Down & Dirty / Random musings
« on: May 08, 2021, 10:09:42 PM »
Random but, this bothered me today, really badly.  Has anyone seen this yet?  My brain felt really bad after watching it and I just wanted to know if anyone here had an idea what's going on with this woman. 

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Let's Get Down & Dirty / Corona General
« on: May 08, 2021, 02:31:11 PM »
Reminds me of an episode of Mighty Max, my favorite when I was a a child:   

"Five thousand years ago there was a great and noble people that lived in a city hidden beneath the waves. But rumours began:the end was nigh, their doom was at hand. There was one among them who played upon the people's fears, claiming that he and he alone could save them from catastrophe. But that one, was Skullmaster. Diabolically, he convinced the king that if all his people yielded up their souls to the crystal, they would survive-for where the souls go, the bodies can safely follow. The king ordered his people to transfer their souls to the stone. But the people hesitated, so Skullmaster used his dark powers to topple the very walls of the city, and the people quickly conceded their souls to the stone. But Skullmaster killed the king, and escaped with the crystal. And never released the souls inside, condemning them to the torment of being neither alive nor dead. With the power of the crystal, Skullmaster ruled the Earth for centuries."
Let's Get Down & Dirty / Corona General
« on: May 08, 2021, 12:25:16 PM »
Why do people think it's funny to say they "got the 5g shot"  or "got the Gates Death shot"?  Weren't people up in arms about 5g before this happened?  Weren't people protesting in the streets all over the world, people talking about global warming and wanting to do something?  Why is everyone talking about going to the gym or going to their favorite shitty fake Chinese food buffet or a bar after they're "JABBED" now?  Fucking Cylons.  Parents talking about how they can't wait to jab their three year old or saying they hope their friends who don't want to get vaccinated get really sick..   Are we all asleep in 2019? 

Is it really that simple that things are trying to make people forget about God/Creator/Everything?  How can that be possible?  I'm losing my fucking mind, I'm sorry if this a shit post. 
Let's Get Down & Dirty / This deserves more discussion
« on: May 05, 2021, 08:13:39 AM »
"To depart from origin"    I have almost white eyes, am I a monster?   
Let's Get Down & Dirty / Re: Corona General
« on: May 03, 2021, 09:18:54 AM »
Am I a horrible being for not wanting to go to CVS or Walmart to have someone give me a vaccine?  Am I being irresponsible for thinking about my child in all of this?  Am I the strange one for feeling really off when I ride by a children's baseball game on my bike and everyone's wearing a black mask?  I just want to take care of my family and grow old and move on, all of this feels so weird and wrong and off like a really bad dream but I don't know what it is that's telling me that and I feel very detached and alone on this planet. 
I've been out of work for a little while now and during my job searching this site has come up a few times in job postings that are strange if you read into them enough, parents looking for care for their children but they usually give away a lot of information about their child that seems a little off to me as a parent.

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Their logo and some of the wording on the site "Let's play together" just set me off a bit.  I didn't know where to talk about this as it's been frustrating me a bit, apologizes if it's nothing but their logo just bothered me a lot.
Let's Get Down & Dirty / Random musings
« on: April 18, 2021, 11:38:39 AM »
Can we see what we don't know?  Is all that we see what we know?  How can you see something you don't know?  If I don't know what red is, how do I know I've seen red or not?  Is it what you surround yourself with?  Certainty.

Tell A Vision, why have your own.

Has anyone seen the movie Pontypool?    You are not allowed to view links. Register or Login

"When disc jockey Grant Mazzy (Stephen McHattie) reports to his basement radio station in the Canadian town of Pontypool, he thinks it's just another day at work. But when he hears reports of a virus that turns people into zombies, Mazzy barricades himself in the radio booth and tries to figure out a way to warn his listeners about the virus and its unlikely mode of transmission: the English language. "  The virus infects once someone UNDERSTANDS a few certain words like Kill.

How much is based on CONSENT?  If we all believe what we see and hear, well then... 

Sorry, brain just wandering around outside. 
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