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Let's Get Down & Dirty / Re: When was..
« on: November 23, 2021, 05:43:53 PM »
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Let's Get Down & Dirty / Re: Warning
« on: November 02, 2021, 04:52:22 PM »
funny, I almost forgot to tell anyone, but the other night as I was laying down, my eyes closed awaiting sleep.  I heard the pop.  That pop that accompanies decalcification.  Dont know what when where or why, but confident enough to assert I "heard" a pop and that is the one and only thing that came to mind.

Let's Get Down & Dirty / Re: Losing hope
« on: October 31, 2021, 08:40:06 PM »
I havent forgotten, and I feel like ass.  by the time my check for living expenses floated by a friend  and patron cleared it was gone.   i got clarification on when payment actually arrives and its 30 net 30 meaning December. in the meantime, I must scrape along myself. my thoughts are with you and I wish i had more than that to offer at this time

Let's Get Down & Dirty / Re: Losing hope
« on: October 20, 2021, 11:32:52 PM »
"Send Nick a care package" in the top 3  list of action items  for the remaining business week.   I don't know where you ought be or need be geographically, or any destination you may or may not be en route traveling towards;  but my offer of safe quarter under this roof stands even still.  If concern over lack of action or becoming dull is cause for hesitation, I assure you there's enough this way "keep the axe sharp" and (although not a trained observer in matters you see to daily) my suspicion is that the risk of overexertion or strain  from "landing in the thick of it" here would be low compared to what you are certainly taking on these days out of obligation.  The gig is comfy,, will be looking for new digs in coming months... Got my own thing with this new gig keeping me busy yet available (work from home). Also, I "know a guy" at a local thrift shop, gets first opportunity on nearly anything that is donated (but men's wear in particular). Can get you. Some clothes and worthy company.  I hold all my teachers in high esteem as is my choice to learn from those with which to share their knowledge.  You know the gist of my locale, just make it known if you decide to act on the offer.  It needn't be advance notice, you could literally show up on your own initiative on your own timetable,. 

Let's Get Down & Dirty / Re: Declarations of fact
« on: September 26, 2021, 11:39:21 PM »
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You all know the sign of kish,the sign of koth and the  elder sign. You merely see them misapplied. Thiugh sometimes you see them ostensibly missapplied.

crossed my mind today just throwing it out there... starfleet logo from startrek....

Let's Get Down & Dirty / Re: Corona General
« on: September 08, 2021, 11:50:22 PM »
in my experience teachers have appeared when i was ready.  dude abides, and universe provides.   

on other matters corona related, i ended up letting my intuition lead me down a rabbit hole, and am still swimming in all that i have simmering in mind at the moment.  but for now, if anyone hasnt come across these terms or concepts, please look then up and soak them in with relation to everything else making the bigger picture of right now all over: 

optogenetics (likely related to 5g streetlights)
neuromodulation. 1st it was tens device and mkultra doctors planting electrodes in peoples heads, now magnetic fields can be configured to activate ionic gateways for things at cellular level (comparable to certain pathways being keen to allow passage of vaxx spikes with outer lipid coating). so take the headphone advice from nick a while back, combine it with the church fight from kingsmen movie (freebird!) and then for good mix, next time you see the erratic drivers spacing out behind the wheel,  if safe to do so, make note of nearby towers, power lines, substations, etc... that may be throwing out a field that sets them up for nueromodulation by way of vax stuff facilitating either dopamine production, or similar creating euphoria / pain while they are behind that wheel.

finally, not recalling the term perfectly but contagion and vax related term  involves "stomatosis" or similar. it is a bio tech allegedly used to develop ebola and zika vax fails,  but i noticed it also commonly is mentioned with reference to rabies variants.  aws 42.10?  oh and here everyone: poke around a link below and just let what you know blend with all that you /we dont to form a melange of horror and wonder at what will likely be, at end of said exploration, a much more in-focus grasp (even if intuitive) of the larger picture formed from the combined elements. 

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I love you all friends. sheep, grass, nick  shit feels like crescendo, idk but wish you all godspeed and safe travels if nothing else .  do hope to talk soon though.


Let's Get Down & Dirty / Re: The Lost NRG Threads
« on: August 13, 2021, 06:40:05 PM »
well fuckin' aye!

Let's Get Down & Dirty / Re: David Bowie/Alan Rickman death hoax redux
« on: August 09, 2021, 06:34:10 AM »
apologies sin process of settling in to new digs new gig following abrupt move when opportunity presented itself.  will followup as I intended in coming days, but yeah to your point of different groups.... different gods,... if fdifferent ways.... I once had it posed to me that Tara of Tibetan Buddhism aka Quan yin aka avolokiteshvera is aka lilith.  so there is that to chew on

reading this I recall how convenient it was that there was a documentary released by bbc or sky (one of the brit networks) right on time for the Bowie post-mortem nostalgia bump. The show touted having exclusive footage and interviews covering Bowies career leading up to his "death".  I will followup with the films title when i am not posting from phone.

a few things  stand out looking back:

1.  he onboarded tilda swinton(?: actress from " the beach"; "dr strange").  thinking now,-- if needing someone that could provide speech training to help ditch the spoken dialect almost synonymous with one's persona, with the requirement that it not arouse suspicion by being seen with the person,  she may have been a good pick (assuming Gary Oldman was booked up).

2.  "after learning of diagnosis and prognosis with cancer", Bowie sets about his checking off from his bucket list-- normal enough.  but hey, who would I be to say enlisting an entire production crew and cast including the guy that played eponymous role in "dexter" to put on a production of the never performed sequel to "thean who fell to earth" is odd?  I mean, maybe it actually did have a run on a stage somewhere. but, if i needed broadway / hollywood help in refining his performance for a new life, wouldn't such resources be a must for rehearsal?  I mean, in the footage shown "bowie" was dressed in such a way as to be obfuscated by wardrobe when shown in front of documenting cameras.

3.  this is sort of an aside, but got into bowie  in the mid 1990s because was into guitar but wasnt impressed with grunge and had yet to develop taste for heavier metal. {ziggyplayedguitar.wav}.

(until about the time i found this site and the chans about 2 years or sonago) I'd never come across the  "black sun" reference, as mentioned, being a thing in tibet imported over to europe...

But,in my 18 or so years of intent self-directed learning of buddha,  I did a decent bit of study learning tracts of tibetan tantra and yoga and some cultural history.  Now take those two bits about my background with this and please consider it a call for clarification and feedback by way of stating my assessment:

Bowies last album was by all my listening just oozing with more darkly occult and obtuse references than anything since the berlin phase he assumed around the time disco died.  if anyone needs an example of the guys skill at keeping centred like a knifes edge so to make it look easy to keep to mainstream while at same time being subtle in prodding and taking shots at the very audience for whom his work is intended,--
[check online for a clips of the movie "absolute beginners"--  check the storyline against the lyrics to the titular track and then with that take-away when contrasted against the melody and movement of the song's instrumental movement: see that as some ideas subliminal intended as designed for mass consumption with effects ideas absorped by listener unnoticed.  By comparison, there was no subtlety in the last album and it was dark, by dark i mean warm and womblike not necessarily evil or malignant (in my ltd familiarity and recall of assessment) mind you.] 

Looking back on these things now in light of this " black sun" tibetan thing: 

Tibetan culture prior to adoption of the "Buddha dharma" was more akin to native american shamanic traditions. (yes I am putting quotes around it will explain below but just think Constantine and conversion of Rome to Christianity").  The most notable distinction however that sets it apart is that Tibetans practiced what they called Bön,--  a sort of shamanic practical  working heavily marked by daemon worship if I recall (e.g. w.y. evans-wentz,-- who did a service in his rigourous efforts making available gloss and translation into English from Tibetan records--, employed thebphrase "death cult" when writing of Bön).

Many of the distinctions that flavor a practice as "tibetan" are in fact old Bön  adapted and refashioned into rebranded practices as it were.  for instance.  For instance, I dabbled a bit in the learnings offered by Tantra-Yoga sutras and shastas prior to going about the Tibetan tracts.  I began study of yoga with Putanjali and although novice and without teacher, I did grasp that Tantra in particular as one of the six forms (?) of yoga was concerned with Iyam Siva and subsequently all that entails. 

For the unfamiliar, siva being the aspect of divine concerned with the contraction, yin, death-asin-trough that exists for every expansion,yang,peak thatsurely emerges and goes about experiencing that iyam. So at some point the practices of the ascetics and mendicants seeped out to a wider audience and next thing ya know Siva-Tantra becomes bastardized into the nonpracticioners mind as synonymous with celebrities like Sting showing up at the front door saying he's there for the gangbang,-- "awesome" (and I smh,-- mfw most have no idea the min skill req to responsibly attempt and would be skeptical if tantric workings involved no wang and / or tits at all at any point in any way; same mfw right now most think the entirety of the kama sutra for those that need a manual to sex rather than advice to widows responsible for children newly fatherless so as to achieve and maintain self-sufficiency to raise the kid and not be scarlet lettered----, mfw now "karma" is synonymous with "paybacks a bitch"; " reap what you sow" etc...   rather than recognizing what that Iyam with beforeme here; act as I must that Iyam authentic and certainly in orchestra with tao.) ....

 Apologies, this post has turned into a lament for those bearing witness in the dharma ending age.

 I feel it is important to share with you all here what i am trying to lay this i have to share on Tibetans in relation to talk of Bowie and "Black Sun" for some reason: this is the only readership that will correct my own misunderstandings if there are any... also may be instead, what I am sharing will bring an added bit to light for this discussion. but have been phone typing for an hour it seems and the lament above indicates corridors of recollection warrants taking time and waiting to finish this until in quiet mind and surrounding with proper pc in a few hours.

I will pick up discussion on talk of my recollection of my assessment  of distinctions between bön/tibetan traditions of tantra and buddism... then offer some backstory lore on how tibet came to convert to buddhism and then posit some thoughts on how what I am sharing might fit the image presented here in hopes others can help with the brush strokes or simply save time by explaining this discussion of Bowie alive and "Black sun" tibetan thing"  only coincidently overlaps what I am sharing, because tibetan...   Notions such as sunyata and garuda. 

"If you see the buddha on the side of the road, kill him" --,  is a reasonable idea to reflect upon for a student of the buddha of any tradition (or anyone aspiring to catch bullets with their teeth);  is it odd to anyone else that the Tibetan tradition, by comparison to all other traditions mahayana and tripitaka alike, seemed to overlook that very Buddhist message of thinking twice before looking externally for enlightenment? (look up the 5 buddha families, overall Tibetan "flavor"  is something imho more akin to something like worship or invocation than practice and reflection, etc...)

hint... I am very ignorant about this "Black sun" thing as taken in by europeans, save for the mention of an obscure llama brought back to berlin and cursory writeup I recall reading once that mentioned of his influence in the riech.....  (I would wager it somehow connects to the glowphabet operation termed "mustang" after WW2, in the lead up to CCP siege and takeover of Tibetan territory.) 

I apologize for my lack of concision, if this is tmi for anyone, it is out of earnesty I write as I speak, in order to cognitively access what I know to be imminently available from my vantage.  To gain same proficiency for concision I demonstrate in academic writing, here as informal discourse in sincere pursuit of undertanding requires feedback, criticism, and practice. 

Intuition is signalling there is an exchange to be had; mutual knowledge for mutual knowledge on this very topic.

Let's Get Down & Dirty / Re: Nrg is eternal, sadly I am not
« on: July 10, 2021, 04:04:03 PM »
"It will happen in Texas or Florida..." Foretold?

Let's Get Down & Dirty / Re: Corona General
« on: July 10, 2021, 03:59:14 PM »
To elaborate, economic growth requires a baseline.  The baseline from which to measure is a function of available person's to labor, and capital at hand. To grow  there must be gain in the output of this capital to labor ratio.

 Increases from tweaking the capital side of the ratio requires investment. Investment requires savings. Savings are antithetical to consumption, therefore shunned in consumer demand driven systems. So go ahead and rule jiggering the capital portion of the equation in the age of modern monetary theory.

Well I'm glad you inquired about innovation.... Innovation to enhance the quality of capital or stock of knowledge among labor also requires investment, and thereagain savings.  So rule out technological change as making meaningful contribution to economic growth. 

What does this leave?  We are left the labor (population) portion of the ratio in hopes of achieving growth...  (Again because tptb cite growth as reason for incumbency). Can the population side be influenced without resort to savings? Yes it can by among other things ideologies, persuasion, starvation, epidemics, war, etc.... 

And so there you have it my attempt to unpack the slight of hand, population is the side of the equation tptb can manipulate  all day long it seems.

Let's Get Down & Dirty / Re: Fore
« on: July 10, 2021, 03:19:45 AM »
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Would the sandstorm reference be to the kind  found in the Vidya game world right now?

Not sure what u mean

Checking 4plebs for mention of sandstorm apparently there is a videogame called. Sandstorm- insurgent. Didn't know if you meant that or traditional haboob.

Let's Get Down & Dirty / Re: Fore
« on: July 09, 2021, 09:05:28 PM »
Would the sandstorm reference be to the kind  found in the Vidya game world right now?

Let's Get Down & Dirty / Re: Fore
« on: July 05, 2021, 06:38:36 PM »
foregon conclusions?

Let's Get Down & Dirty / Re: Fore
« on: July 05, 2021, 06:37:25 PM »
well dammit.  you had said something about the 4th being a marker either way. guess it went that way. fuck!?

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