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So whilst adamantly thinking corona is a hoax all this time, since the "2nd wave" I think I might actually have it now.

Feel fucked all the time, no energy, fever that comes and goes, mimics stomach illness but other symptoms, any "disability" I had or was born with has suddenly become a problem. For example one of my kidneys I was born with this thing where one of the tubes goes back into the kidney instead of to the uretha. Had issues with it when I was born, then never a problem my whole life until now, keep getting uti's and kidney pain in this kidney. Yet I still drink enough water, don't drink alcohol, take supplements etc. I got a huge supplement stack I've been taking some of it specific to thrwarting corona... I would guess I'm really healthy so it's somewhat worrying that I'm getting attacked by something like this.

I fell and hurt my left ankle causing a blood clot about 4 years ago, it didn't turn into a PE it just sat there. Now it's hurting all the time, my ankle is hot, all the signs of DVT.

It's like all of a sudden the things I had or accumulated are suddenly a problem. Coughing too which is getting worse. Obviously I've self isolated.

So now I'm concentrating on accepting my death and trying to figure out whether to avoid the "white light" when I die or if the white light is in fact the portal to creator.

My grandma was tested positive. I know how bs the pcr tests are though, but she's not well.. Some family members having these fevers, coughing and low energy. I've been on low energy for a while now. I started drinking and smoking more than usual, just don't care anymore.

Straight flu symptoms ... there's like 0 cases this year magically, not even a flu vaccine...  That's one of those whether it's true or not true it fucks them either way kind of facts..

 Also the pcr test isn't just garbage it's actually not a diagnostic nor was it ever meant to be

Kary Mullis said on record that Antony Fauci is a fraud.


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It's not always about double eyelids or vertical pupils. Learn to recognize eye movements in people, particularly while they speak, and you'll start noticing patterns. For example, what do you notice about her eyes as she speaks into the mic?


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A first connection to live action. Could be really bad for the qoomers (zooming out).

Nashville metro police initially said they responded to reports of shots fired before they discovered the suspicious RV. That part has quietly been dropped from the story.

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Our bodies produce excrement and bile buy they arent sentient. The infant is not the creation the life inside it is.

Why is sex magick so prevalent

Creation requires destruction, le petit mort exchanges the fire for creation. Conception is alchemy, creation below and destruction above?

Creation requires change, not necessarily destruction.

Creation means destruction, and both are really transformation, change. Fire does not destroy, it transforms, it purifies.

What if instead you retained the inner fire and used it to ignite into a star? The sun is a god and the sun is a star, and the stars and other celestial bodies are not born through the union of two. They give birth to themselves, contracting their inert matter deeper and deeper into themselves till stellar ignition. And they become a beautiful fountain in the void, an overflowing oasis in the desert, shining for none other than themselves.

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If there are truly races and beings that can not 'create' in the truest sense of the term then it would appear as if their main goal would be to hijack this divine self creating power of the 'sparks of Creator' and use it as long as possible to further their own race. In a way all those beings that attempt to hijack another divine beings power because they lack it themselves are a parasite.

With what was shared in the post before this in mind and with the thought that the sun is a reminder of how we should live while we are 'here' then it would appear as if we are truly denying ourselves, even worse, selling our own highly coveted divine power.

A star is a perfect analogy to use because it manifests as nuclear fusion, a chain reaction ignited when two protons are fused into a new molecule, helium. Creation without destruction, as matter cannot be created nor destroyed.

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Out of all the threads to compell me into furthering my Astral projection practices I didn't think it'd be one like this. Sober mind you, using ophiels techniques.

Might want to start with lucid dreaming first.

That seems like solid advice. I used to lucid dream frequently. And just managed to kick all my habits that inhibit rem sleep. So now would be the perfect time. Thanks

Out of curiosity what did you find that was inhibitory to REM and what did you do to kick it?

I could actually see the individual Pleiades last night it was so clear.

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Donated here before via paypal, on the old forum.

Since then I deleted my paypal account because I dislike the company so no way of donating now, will see if I can fix this.

If you dont want to post it here pm me who were you  on old forum

Had a lot of accounts. Mainly because stuff told here used to trigger my own beliefs / ego so I would be like modern women (dramatic and cowardly) and delete my account. Always came back though. A few of the accounts just stopped working and said incorrect email address / login details.

But you mainly knew me as "The Wanderer"

Donated a few times. Also I was the guy who PM'd you your own full name, once.

You've accused me of being a glowie a few times which is kinda a compliment as I'm just a lost soul who can't remember the truth and has no access to the spirit world. (Can't AP, see just blackness when I meditate, little to no feeling when trying to do energy work).

Sometimes I wonder if I even have a soul and I'm not an NPC but would an NPC go looking for truth like I do ?

Of all the things you could be thinking about, obsessing about, seeking out, spending time and money doing, nevertheless you are here in earnest seeking answers to age old questions. That alone proves not only do you have one, but probably a very old one.