Youre need to quantify and categorize will and has hindered you.
I wouldn't call it a "need" per se. Some things shouldn't be quantified as to do so may resemble something like idolatry. I try to be as specific as I can (within reason) out of respect and for other reasons. How has such specificity hindered me in this instance?
What is it you know or think you know
Now you're asking me to to categorize and quantify stuff?
What I (think I) know is that the truth lies in what one can confirm through witness and experiment, and also what one can reject. Hence, the sculptures we define from within is often a matter of what you remove from the original presentation. Perhaps also, I'm not supposed to know that awareness is a skill, a verb as I have not been initiated through Adepts or the proper steps to come to this realization but have learned it through trauma nonetheless. Sometimes singularities happen. Whether it is a controlled burn or something else only time will tell.